Wednesday, April 11, 2007
My horny vampire and exam madness
Just the other day when we were celebrating Fiona's birthday,
I realised something..
Me and Junfeng are gonna celebrate our two-year anniversary soon (in June),
and tomorrow is our 22month anniversary.
While I proudly boasted to Darren about his wrong prediction about us,
Fiona reminded me, "
But almost couldn't make it there..."
And it struck me.
Our relationship was built on such a thin foundation,
And like Darren said, we were two worlds apart.
But you know, at that time, I really needed someone TOTALLY different,
Cos my ex was TOTALLY similar.
And it ended up (and started off) in a total mess.
Actually, I should have realised this long ago.
Even frens should be totally/somehow/more or less different.
Shufen and I were totally different and we hit it off well.
Baolian and I were different too, so we became good frens very soon.
But frens who are more similar usually don't stay together soo long.
Anyway, back to me and Junfeng.
Things feel different nowadays.
I think I am too clingy.
And i hate it lah.
It used to be the other way round when we first started off.
Literally speaking, you may put it that i had him around my fingers (or is it how you put it?)
Now, he doesnt even care about me!!
Ok, thats not true, but it just seems that he care less (ok, just a bit less).
BUT BUT BUT...
Thats means he changed rite? His love is less? He got another gal outside?
I have been bugging him everyday with these questions,
Which even I know, are NON-existent.
But yeah, as I bug him, its bugging me too.
WHATEVER.... I abit siao one..
Its exams madness this semester.
Stupid me actually planned a timetable that has 3 papers consequtively.
But yeah, I finished earlier than most of my frens.
24th APRIL!! Yippppeee...
Then we go shopping ok?? :)
4 more days and I will know if I got selected for the EPFL Research Scholar Program.
Its pretty prestigious and I really hope I make it,
Although I think I wun be able to attend cos it clashes with my next sem's timetable.
Aiyah..
Everything is COMPLICATED lah.
See how lah!!
|4:41 PM|
