Thursday, June 16, 2005
Back on my feet!!
Gals: I am back on my feet...I realise that I am responsible for my own feelings..
No matter what others say,
I should only trust myself and what I see...
Right now,
I am feeling better than ever,
I found someone who is true to me,
And stupid enough to wait up for me every night,
To give me every minute he has in his free time,
To promise me stuff,
And making another promise to keep those promises..
I guess most of you know who he is..
Dun ask me what we are now,
I dunno if I can fall madly in love in 20 days..
But definitely,
He is the one who brings smiles to my face nowadays...
Horny Vampire:I know you will read this...and I want you to know I hold u to all ya promises..and if you dun fulfill them, you should realise that I have a large troop of "sisters" and they will sure beat you up!!!
Baolian / Fiona:Thanks for sharing (dark lil secrets) and caring (asking me to take care)!!
Meihua:Thanks for thinking of me in the middle of the night, although I was awaken by you..I smiled when I saw the msg!! Love ya!!
Pris:If you are reading this, thanks for offering to send me home that night..I really really appreciate that..was touched that night..but my "admirer" beat you to that!! whahah...try again next time..
*hope there isn't any next time though*Linghui / Yiqian / Yijie:I know you will read this too...I love you gals!! And the 2 little ones..dun try to eavesdrop and make reports to ya mommy anymore ok?? Otherwise, she will start bothering me...haha..
|10:29 AM|
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Or whether you are toying with me..I hate the idea when I think that I am chosen because I was the easiest...Baolian says this is called "
rebound" (
i dunno y this word was chosen)
Its a theory which says that when a gal is single,
As long as a man is nearby,
At the right place... right time,
You will fall in love with him.
But, He is not
the right one.
I told Lewis that guys are nice to me,
Saying things that sound like music to my ears..
And I am enjoying,
Busking in that "love"
And I told him too,
I know half of what I hear may be bullshit..
But I am choosing to believe them,
Because they sound nice,
Even though I know they are not exactly honest...
No, I dun think I am
stupid,
Bcos if I am,
I will not know that the things are bullshit..
Regurgitated to many other gals,
Just to make them happy...
|1:36 PM|
Monday, June 13, 2005
I am confused...I am not ready yet...
It was through this blog that friends I never met for a long time are updated about me..so they know I am upset and managed to squeeze time to send me a sms or give me a tinkle..I am starting to think that blogs are wonderful channels to keep in touch afterall...
But now that more people reads my blog, I realise that I sometimes cannot write what I really think here..bcos the truth may hurt some people...who are dear to me...
Eg: Can I bitch about Fiona or Baolian here??
No...I can only say how much I miss them...
Right now, I am confused...very screwed in my brains...
I wanna know how important I am to you...
How much you
love or maybe just
like me...
|11:47 AM|
