Saturday, July 02, 2005
KunYao e Santa Claus...Bought Michie a jigsaw puzzle and a bracelet for me!!! So sweet!!! =)
|6:03 PM|
Michie, KunYao, Prof Urs, QueeMing and Me...There is always a reason to snap a shot!! Anytime...haha....
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Thursday, June 30, 2005
I dun pity her..I respect her!!
Michie showed me this blog:
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=scruffymedic&nextdate=6%2f19%2f2005+21%3a19%3a43.043&direction=pIt touched me!!
I hope you guys can take some time to read it too...
I could almost feel her agony...
Mine was nothing close when I lost my gram...
I respect her...
And she do not need my / other's pity...
She has found a goal in life....
Which many many others might still be in the midst of it..
Some people work for fame and money..
Some people work because they need to...
Some people work because they got nothing to do...
Some people work because their moms nag at them when they bum around too much at home..
She, works because she has PASSION!!
Maybe to her, that is not just a job...I wish I could be like her...
Not that I wanna lose my love ones in a crash to appreciate them better..
But to know exactly what I want in life...
I am entering Uni because my short-term goal is to earn an annual income of >$28k so I can apply for the Ladies Card.
Dun I sound like such a BIMBO??
|1:42 PM|
Shimeimei.blogspot - On the Billboard!!
Look...A COUNTER!!!!! A PURPLE COUNTER!!!!!!
To activate my counter..I nearly screwed up my blog....
Thanks to my stooooooopidity...
But now..the prob is fixed...
Thanks to Pris and Junfeng's help....
My blog started on 07/04/2005...
So it has been 85 days to date....
I started the counter with 1001 hits..
Taking into consideration a human traffic of 10 readers / fans per day..
(I think I am being fairly modest liao...Ah-heemmmm - clears throat)Thus, in the future..
I can monitor my blog's popularity...
And bcos it increases by 1 hit everytime I refreshes...
I suggest you trust only 1/3 of the number..
Cos 66.66% will be my contribution...
I have a
blog fetish that haven died yet..mind you...haha...
I told Fiona that maybe one day I will be a famous blogger too..
She said: "
yah..if all others stop blogging!!"
But nvm..she is always that
nice to me..
Well..I am happy you guys like to read my blog...
Like to read about my shitty
da-pian life...
(in case u dun notice, e colour was chosen for a reason)At least I get concerned phonecalls from friends..
KPOs like THAD!!!
(Hey look.... i mentioned ya name!!)Thad called yesterday to ask abt me / Lewis..
But later added that his motive of calling was actually to be mentioned
here..
Not to show concern or anything close...
I guess he is a far-sighted man...
Knowing that my blog has soared to fame with avid readers...
Frens who care...
Love ya lots...
And love Thad lots too...
No matter how irritating you are!! Whaha...
|10:52 AM|
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I think I have forgiven him...
I was upset by the conversation...upset that he actually meant that I am
cheap...
Upset that he called me in the middle of the night and suspected that I was sleeping at someone else's home....
By posting the conversation on the blog...
I do not mean to advertise that I have an ex-boyfren who calls me
cheap...
But to remember that he actually said such hurting, nasty words on that one fateful day...
And next time,
When I read back my blog...
I will be reminded again..
And will probably hate him..
Or maybe just smile...
a triumphant one...*hopefully*I called people up and vented my anger..
Junfeng incessantly repeated in between my rants: "Bu Yao Guan Ta!! Bu Yao Guan Ta Lor!! Bu Yao Guan Ta Lah!!"
(Dun care abt him - I cant type chinese) =(I got pissed and hung up his phone...
"Is that his best shot??" I thought as I slammed my Samsung...
But later, he added by sms :
"I dun really talk well...but I want you to know that no matter what happened, I'll be there for you!! =) "I was touched...So thats wat "Bu Yao Guan Ta" meant...Fiona said : "Maybe you should stop contacting him for a long time"
I can't..He has been in my life for nearly 3 yrs..his opinions matters!!Lewis called this morning:
"I am sorry about last night!"I am softened...And managed "Ok..byebye!!"
|1:34 PM|
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Another arguement....
Cheap Slut For Sale..Anyone?? =)Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
actually i really dun mind waiting for u to njoy ya single life then.. we can still hang out.. u can still njoy ya life.. i will wait.. but when u got yaself a boyfren i feel so betrayed.. i mean its just 1month plus then.. how can u bring yaself to love someone else? i really cant myself.. i think i will take a long time.. i dun wan to be ya second best.. so i wanted to ignore u so u can be happy
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
its so sudden.. it make me feel then e words u use to say became so superfical.. i dun understand y u do it?
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
y date him? for a rebound?
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
or searching for ya memories?
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i dun understand...
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
for fun...
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
i will nv know who is the right guy if i dun go out with them..right??
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
maybe...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
but so fast u start seeing someone?
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
sometime u make yaself sound so cheap.. sorry if i am harsh...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
or maybe our love wasnt tt deep too..
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i just dun understand y.. i think..
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
i dun mind you calling me anything...i dun care wat ppl think too..
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
nothing cheap in going movie dates rite??
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
i am not sleeping with him for god's sake...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i am not calling u anything...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i noe u are not doing anything..
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
then??
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
wats so cheap abt a movie date?? or a new date??
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
okok i am just disgusted by e way u call him darling n stuff k..
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
u live e way u wan n be happy just dun regret its really painful to regret.. i noe it all so well its hurts big time..
And this was the last straw...Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
n one more thing.. u are not honest dun write it in ya blog..
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
wat?? wat cant i write??
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
She is a honest person
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
well i guess not.. maybe not now
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
FUCK U....
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
WATEVER...
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
GET OUT OF MY LIFE
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
I DUN NEED YOU TO TEACH ME STUFF...
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
U ARE NOT VERY SUCCESSFUL TOO...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
do u wan e jacket ya granny gave me? e ways i used to treat u i think i am not worthy of it
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
ya ya i noe..
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
BURN IT,,...I DUN NEED IT
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i am no better
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
y must u be so pissed?
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
BCOS U ARE ATTACKING ME??
My Feet hurts...iSqueeze anyone?? says:
DUN READ MY BLOG FOR GOD'S SAKE...
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i am not... pls dun misunderstand..
Lewis *67days of misses n counting.. * says:
i wun read it from now on..
|12:28 PM|
Audrey - The Saggi Woman
From Meihua to Fiona to Muah!!!
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN A tall, slim and graceful woman who walks proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get upset easily.
Self confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes too blunt. She is a honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. She says things and make you wonder if you should get upset or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect for a weak man. If she tries to overpower you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think lending her money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurt from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
Thats Audrey for you!! Sounds accurate yeah??
|12:08 PM|
Monday, June 27, 2005
My Weekend Update!!
Haha..I like my weekend..
Let me tell you guys how i spent it!!
Haha...On Saturday,
I went for tuition...
(yeap, that sucks), But at least I got my tuition money..$300!! Yippee!!
Went back to the lab to do some expts!!
Met up with Vampie to go Tiong Bahru for dinner..
And to watch *ALotLikeLove* at Great World City..
Went shopping and saw Ong Ai Ling
(the malaysian model who looks like Fann Wong),And spotted a few tops / bottoms that I liked..
Which I did not buy.... =(
Then walked the Singapore River until City Hall to take train home..
**I walked at least 5km that night**On Sunday,
Woke up early to go MacRitchie Park...
Went to Yishun first to have Big Breakfast!!
Yummy!!!Reached MacRitchie at around 10am...
Walked the wooden trails to the treetop trail...
Chatted with Vampie
happily on the way...
MacRitchie changed alot...
Since my Sec school days when I had to turn up at the park faithfully for my weekly trainings...
I also remembered that just three weeks ago,
I was terribly upset,
Bcos I had to go back to my AMK house to pack some of the old stuff..
And I made a bold decision to throw away all my track and field trophies..
Even though my aunty and uncles asked me to keep them..
To show to my offsprings,
"
Look! Mommy used to run!! And was very very good at it!!"
But I acted brave, and pretended to shrug it off...
Bcos I really have no space for those metallic cups,
With words "First in 800m / 1500m" engraved beautifully on them..
No matter how much I had always wanted to display all my pride in a nice, orange, spot-light litted cabinet...
I had to dump them...
Anyway, back to my "trekking" story...
The process was fun, with nice scenery and great workouts as you climbed the steep slopes..
Lots of people watching too..
Sweaty Angmos with nice legs and yummy butts...
Aunties and Uncles with bulging tummies..
Spoilt brats that you wanna swat them in the face with a tennis racquet..
Old man and chinese / indonesian women who came in red bras, tight tops and hugging jeans..
(
Shan't mention or even try to imagine wat they were up to..)
Took about 2hrs when we finally reached the treetop trail...
Took only 15 mins to walk it!!
It wasn't really impressive...
But I wasn't disappointed at all...
Cos I had great company,
And the trip back to MacRitchie itself was overwhelming /fulfilling on its own..
Not to mention I survived a 15km walk without much whining!!
BTW, my feet aches...
iSqueeze outing anyone??
(Oh..there are free iSqueeze massages in bukit panjang!! Can go there and sit!! FOC!!Hahah)
I dun even mind if someone wanna donate one to me.. Whahah...
Went to Thomson Plaza next for lunch...
Great lunch...Nice noodles, nice dim sum, and nice mango pudding!! Yummy!!!
Went to AMK to pick up Junfeng's new phone..
He chose the black one instead of the red one..
Bcos I said it was nicer..
"
You wun regret it my dear!!" =) Haha...
Then went to Sembawang for my "Dan-bao-fan" (Rice wrapped in egg)
And then I went home...
While he went for a date with some other gal!!
I slept the whole evening..
And skipped tuition cos I am sooo lazy and sooo tired..
I cant be bothered really...Haha..
The moral of the story is...
I had a good weekend...
And also a good Monday...
Cos Sokhui, my colleague, gave me a webcam, for free!!!!!
And Prof Urs gave me a box of chocs...from Switzerland...
And Woonfei said that my blog touched him...and that inspired him to do up his blog...
And I am going to BBDC to book my advance theory...
Everything is fun!!!!
I'm loving it!! =)
|11:30 AM|
Dream a little dream....
I did mine too!! =)| What Your Dreams Mean... |
Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.
These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
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What Do Your Dreams Mean?
I onced dream that I was
A murderer...A prostitute...A scientist...And sometimes I dream of weird stuff...
Like I was Jet Li's galfren and I was shopping at Pasar Malam with him..
Of Prof Moore
(HOD of Pharmacology) with a ugly moustache...
Or of my gram whom I miss dearly..
Within 49 days of her death,
I dreamed of her in our AMK flat,
and she said she was cold...
So I burned her the favorite grey jacket that she always wore...
And hoped that she feels better / warmer..
Wherever she is...
|11:15 AM|
