Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Isn't it suppose to be a happy year?
I tot 2005 would be a happy yr for most of us..
All of us are turning 21..
Meet up on saturdays in parts of Sg where you would nv be otherwise..
Weiming just passed out from OCS..
Shufen, XiuQing and Liyin are happily working..and in love...
I am busy (and happily) studying..
Fiona is happy in Brisbane..
MH is happy, SL is happy, BL is happy..
Alex is happy..Darren is horny(whaha), Aloy is happy, Shawn is happy..
And of cos, JF must be happy too!! =)
But yesterday I got a call..
From someone I haven heard in a while..
Abt a news I wished I nv would hear..
A fren's dad just passed away..
I suddenly felt sorry for him..
Its ironic how I just saw him two days ago..
Happy and jovial as he always is..
Going to the wake brought back painful memories..
Those of my family preparing for my gram's funeral..
You dun grieve..you just dun time time for it..
All you have time is placing peanuts on e table, serving drinks..
Pray and pray and pray some stupid nonsensical stuff!!
Ppl expect you to be very sad...
You just dun have time to be sad..
After I stormed through the heavy rain back to my hall..
I was wet and tired and upset..
And I received another sms..
That a fren's fren had died..
I guess he sent it to the wrong person??
Cos I do not know any Alvin..
But it definitely sent chills down my spine..
Isit a sign??I hate deaths..
Its the scariest thing that can every happen to anyone..
I know its wierd coming from me, BUT
Treasure ya loved ones yah?? =)
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