Saturday, April 30, 2005
Saturday - Lousy Day!!
Lousy Reason No 1: Woke up because I was very hungry, was actually deciding to sleep till ten plus!!
Yucks!!Lousy Reason No 2: Found an ulcer on the right side of my tongue!!
Double yucks!!Lousy Reason No 3: Need to go for tuition at Springleaf!!
Yucky yucks!!Anyway, here's the link to all the farni poems (including the bedsheet gal, stain boy, melon head, gal with many eyes and gal who stare - they are my fav!!) Check it out!!
Cheerios!! And ulcers sux!!
|9:08 AM|
Friday, April 29, 2005
Friday - A good day!!
Today is Friday, 29th April 2005.
Many things and one miracle happened today, and I made many decisions today.
Miracle No 1:: My secondary school "bestest" buddy, Shufen, smsed me at 06:27:16 and wished me good morning and initiated a meet-up. Well, the miracle is that she actually woke up at half past 6 in the morning?? and also that she wants to meet me? Haha..who cares.. Anyway, in the end, she couldn't make it. So, next time maybe....
Anyway, me and her used to be soo close, we even wrote letters and little dark secrets to each other in our Pa-Di-Xiong diary...We talked to each other about every little thing, and she was always by my side...I just missed the good times we had.
They always bring a smile back....
Happy thing No 1: I took half day's leave!! =)
Happy thing No 2: Hi-tea at Marriott with Fiona and Baolian [Meihua did not make it - gotta smacked you for this!!!! *takes out a whip and burning candle*] Yummy food - the laksa was fantastic!!! Cooked by a nerdy-looking chef who looks like he likes me..Whahah...
And our usual chit-chatting session was fun too!! **smacks Meihua again** A whole lot went to my NTU / NUS dilemma, and some about Fiona's Aust plans, Baolian's school-life and love-life, and of course, about annoying people...especially men....
Happy thing No 3: Shopping!!! Bought a nicey-little-skirt for Darren's party tomorrow!!! Wanted to splurge on a M)phosis top, but they do not have my size and to top it up, the salesgirl was an arrogant 4-eye-cock who only knew how to say "Dun have!! Dun have!!" **stick the hangar up her hairy arse!!**
Happy thing No 4: I irritated Baolian and Fiona with my ability to tell jokes, they were just plain jealous!! Its real funny but they refused to laugh at it...Well, it goes like this....
There was a gal who loves to wear clothes that looked like bedsheets (with ugly pink flowers and stuff), then, in the end, she turned into a bed. **Imagine**A gal with a dress that looks like your bedsheets, turning into a bed, with her head as the headboard and the limbs as the bed legs** Isn't it just hilarious??
Decision No 1: I have decided to let some of my frens know about my dark little secret..
I broke up with him..
Please try not to ask me "why?" ok??
1st: I might just start crying....
2nd: I wish to reserve the who-is-right-and-who-is-wrong to myself as I dun wanna be a "kiss-and-tell"...I still hope we remain as frens as I was happier when we were "just friends"...
**Sorry to the people that I met and pretended that nothing happened, I just did not want to rake up the story, in case I cry...** hee =)
Decision No 2: I have decided to turn down NTU and take NUS. Brave one eh?? Well, I pondered upon it for many days, weighed the pros and cons, and with the help of some nice frens and colleagues, I finally chose the latter. Many things worth pondering included the workload, the reputation, and of course, the god-damned $$$!! But well, I will decline the scholarship tomorrow morning!!!
**Baolian: I am really sad I cant be your classmate again...that was also one of my considerations...but I still love you as a fren!!! Hee**
Decision No 3: I am going to Thailand....Yipppeee...with Michie, Deb and Peiqi, my colleagues from NUS. With air tix and hotel, it adds up to less than $300 bucks, and its all on NUS!! Yipppppeee again!! Haha...can't wait can't wait!!! Wacoal bras..Bird nest...Sharks fin...Ah gua....here i come!!!
Good nitez!! **Yawnz**
And last but for least for 29/04/05 - 30/04/05,
**Happy 21st Birthday Darren!!**
If world peace did not come true, wish for a hairy butt or more leg hairs, they are fun!!! =)
|11:08 PM|
Monday, April 25, 2005
CrossRoads...
NUS or NTU?? NUS or NTU?? This freaking question has been hurting my poor little brain for the past few days...When people have no choice, they are stuck with whatever they have, no matter how much or how little. I guess I should be lucky, that I am in the position to choose, and not letting others choose me. But now, because of the choices I have, I am at a dilemma.
NUS has accepted me, but it has not invited me for a scholarship yet (
not that they will, but maybe, just maybe, they might *fingers crossed*). NUS is top-20 world-wide, and has a Prof Urs that I can always come back to for my honours,
if I ever make it. But the length of my university studies is still unknown, depending on how well i do, how many modules i take and how i fare for the advance placements. Sounds complicated, yeah it is.....
NTU has accepted me too, and godblessme, granted me scholarship. What does it comes with? $5k each year and all school fees...
ain't I blessed?? But NTU is top 50 in the world...and it definitely does not sound as good as NUS. I may be biased, but thats how the whole world go about. Your certs and your qualifications. Give me the shit about it is who you are that impress the employer...will he just dump my resume out because I am from NTU and not NUS?? But going to NTU, I am going to have a easy life, all is planned out for me. I have lots of frens there (
not forgetting I am going to be BL classmate once again...).
I am tempted with the money and the easy life in NTU, but am greedy for the reputation and whatsoever you call it in NUS.
Can someone just tell me what I should do?**Hugs and kisses to pheoona and BL for their invaluable advice..Kokguan as well (
sorry i cant kiss you)...and many others..In the meanwhile (
next 7 days), I will think hard, real hard..............
PS: I am hiding something, something that none has known...I wanna make sure I am right this time..
Clear my mind
Follow my heart
I will tell
When I am at peace with what I decide
|2:36 PM|
