Thursday, May 05, 2005
Perfumes = Taboo
Never never give perfumes to me, it's TABOO....Last night, when I could not sleep, amongst thoughts of buying a pH meter and my sucky life, I suddenly realise that nothing good ever comes out of that sweet-smelling bottle...Back in 2002, I gave a bottle of CK One to Tiong for his birthday, and we broke up in 4 months.Last Xmas, Shufen gave me a bottle of Gucci Envy, and I haven seen her once in 4 months..She is supposed to be my best friend, mind you!Last Xmas, Lewis gave me a bottle of Lancome Miracle, and ah-ha, we broke up within 5 months too...So never never give me perfume, unless you never wanna see me again....
|12:43 PM|
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
TIRED like SHIT!!!
I am tired,
VERY TIRED......
Physically,
mentally and
emotionally.......
I feel like crying...
On the bus,
when I'm walking home,
and now, infront of this comp. ...
Try giving tuition every night,
try bleeding for a few days!!!!
I hate bread.
If I can,
I'll kill all bakers,
destroy all yeast.
Then there will be no more bread.
No more!!!!!!
I need a proper dinner,
I need care and love,
I need hugs and kisses,
I need SLEEP.
Lots of it!!!!!!!!!!
Good night!!
|10:47 PM|
Baolian, Me and Fiona!!!
|5:51 PM|
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Family matters most!!
I realised how wonderful my family is...
My cousin messaged me, rather awkwardly, and told me that she did not really knew how to console me, but that I could always talk to her if I needed help...I was touched, then a tear trickle down my cheek * spotted by a pimple*...
Next, I got a missed call from my aunt! I called back and she asked, rather awkwardly too, why I broke up with him. She told me that its a pity after 2 and a half years..and told me to think about it carefully...I cried again!!!
I dun blame her, she dun read blogs......So for people who reads it, dun ask me why...I really will cry...
|12:08 PM|
Monday, May 02, 2005
A long weekend........Slacking on Saturday and then attending Darren's birthday....Was quite a nice party and I realised that Darren's face is photocopied onto his sis's face. They looked so alike...Haha....And they are a good lot of kids, very "kuai"!! Unlike me, haiz...whatever, I can't be bothered to be a good girl anyway....
After the party at Darren's house, we went to Acid bar for the chips!!! Yes, the chips, not the drinks!! Haha..the spicy chips there are just soooo addictive...yummy!!! We wolved down the chips so fast that the waiter did 4 refills..after a while, they decided not to help us refill, so we were kinda eating more than we were drinking..whahah!!
Reached home at 3:17am, and woke up Sunday morning 10am for tuition.
I had 4 tuitions in a row that morning - a total of 6 hrs of tuition and surviving only on 2 pcs of bread, 1 stick of fishballs, 6 hours of sleep with a bad headache, I was so god-damned pissed-off at everything - late buses, naughty students, bad weather!!!
Nothing much to do at night so I finished my Catherine Barry book. The lead took off her breast implants after the silicone leaked. So she went back to 36A after being a 36C for like, a few months? Yucks, 36A. Thats kinda scary. I am now happy with what I have...haha!!
Monday morning, the lousy bee hoon from 888 again. I told myself times and again that I will not buy anymore bee hoon from her..but every weekend I am boound to eat her yucky bee hoon!!! I hate it, it spoils my day!! In the noon, went to Chinatown to eat DIY Popiah!! Not as nicey as my gram's but it was at the very least "edible". I liked the crayfish with the nice steamed man-tou!! (At this point, I think of Cai's and Yinman's baby - a little joke I made up!! Haha) Next, it was a very sunny and sweaty walk back to Chinatown MRT and then back to Woodlands.
At night,
he messaged me, and asked me on a movie. I rejected him. I don't understand why he can always act as if nothing happened. I told him to get out of my life (
in a nice way at first) but he told me lots of stories about why I was wrong and stuff like that. He must be outta his mind. So I told him i hated him and asked him to fuck off!! I shan't be bothered, he always has a good way with his words and that struck me sometimes. But this time, I am determined my decision is right, and thus, I shall stick to that......
|6:58 PM|
