Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Single Life - Getting used to it.....
I think I am very brave.....funny and irritating at the same time...Haha..
Yesterday, I finally met up with Lewis to talk things thru'.
What did we talk about?
Nothing much - that he do not wanna break up but I wanna break up....Why do I wanna break up?
Because I am not happy in this relationship...Why does he want me back?
Because he still likes me and he now knows he is wrong.Why did he say nasty things to me on that fateful day?
Because he was angry he cant find a bunch of keys and he blamed himself for being late and then he saw my black face, so he decided to continue being angry instead of coaxing me....And blah-blah-blah....
Then I got fed up and tired..I was about to tear now and then..and to prevent myself from really tearing , I excused myself to go home...Erm..actually because I needed to pee......
So I walked very fast....He chased behind me..Shouting for me to stop and listen...
I stopped..irritated and URGENT....and screamed "What?"
He started mumbling"...I..know...its...my..fault..."
I was pissed,"Can you dun mumble? I cant hear you?"
"I really did not mean it...." he mumbled, softly....
"Its over..I dun love you anymore. You should have said sorry on that day..not 3 weeks after we broke up..."
"I know...and you must understand...I really wanna be with you.,...Can we be together again??"
"I NEED TO GO HOME NOW..I WANNA GO TOILET LA..." I hissed........
And off i ran back home.....When I reached home, and finished pee-ing, I thought it was quite bad of me to do that...but its really over...I dun feel anything anymore...I am happy being single...Or at least..I aint hating it....
I think I will be single for quite some time, I dunno how easy is it for me to fall in love again...
The next man I meet, I hope I marry him...And grow old with him...
I hate breakups, they are kinda sad....
Yup, so i will take my time and find the right man...
That rich, nice, handsome, caring, loving, patient, prince who will arrive in shining armor, on a white horse...to envelop me in his bearly hug, onto the horse with him....
|11:44 AM|
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Thats My Gram!! SoOoO pretty right? She is uncanny to my Aunty!!! Anyway, she is the best best Gram in the world!!! I think the brows were ugly though!!! =)
|3:55 PM|
Thats my grandparents wedding pic!! I think he looks like a Jappy soldier!!! EwWww....
|3:52 PM|
Thats Me and Shufen - My Bestest Fren in Secondary School - Oh what happy and innocent smiles!!
|3:50 PM|
