Kiss my troubles goodbye!!

Embracing a healthy lifestyle

2008-07-24T12:13:00.004+08:00

I heart East Coast Park!!! :)

Last Thursday was my last day working as receptionist at some advert company. And before my REAL job on Monday, I was happy to have Friday, Saturday and Sunday to ROT!!
Friday was insignificant cause I really cannot remember what I did on Friday. I prolly slept till late and rot in front of the TV. Oh wait, I went to Biopolis to sign offer letter. Hehe!!!

Saturday was PICNIC + CYCLING at ECP!!!

I prepared some sandwiches, fruits, chips, drinks and off we went to cycle. The bicycle rental was like "Buy 1 hour, get 1 hour free" so we cycled from Macs all the way to the end of ECP. Super shagged!!!

And we took many pictures!!!

Food!!!!
And if you havn't tried Ayam Chilli Tuna, you are missing out on some great canned food!!!
SERIOUSLY!! Go NTUC to buy now!! Only $1.90.
Whats better? Its a lift-tab can!! No need can-openers!!!

Starting soon!!! Still hyped up!! And my boyfren trying to touch my BREASTS!!
Hahaha!!

Acting cute by the pond!! :)

More side-tours!!!

Group picture!! Supposed to be a double date. But her hubby is an ultimate sleepy head. So Peifen (my bf's sis) is like the brightest lightbulb at ECP that day!!
And I think I am like BEST in setting cameras up for taking pictures on timer mode. My pictures all turn out nicely at cool angles!! :P

Very fulfilled day!! Very happy!! And I feel very happy!!! :D

And my work at Biopolis? I would say its still early to judge.
My boss --> English and nice.
My colleagues --> All 9 of them from all over the world, nice, polite and couteous up till now.
My work station --> Empty but nice enough, and with a great view.
My project --> Dealing with 11 strains of knock-out / knock-in mice, breeding, genotyping and taking care of them.

Another 5 hours to convocation.
More pictures soon. :)

Yummy foods (HongKOng)

2008-07-18T11:55:00.008+08:00

Sweets at Xu Liu Shan!!
Checked - Craving satisfied!!!

Authentic Sushi after eons years of lousy sushi in US.
Checked - craving satisfied!

Yeah, we brought Shamu the killer whale home with us.
And forced him to watch us eat his friends.
*evil laughter*

Double Roast Rice = Char Siew + Soya Chicken :)
YUMMY!!!!
Checked - craving partially satisfied!!

Our favourite street food - Oily Shanghai noodles, Zhu Chang Fen with sweet sauce and peanut butter, Curry fishballs.

Checked - craving TOTALLY satisfied!!

ORGASMIC!!! :D

Wash down the grease and oil with a bowl of herbal tea.

Washington DC (17-19th May)

2008-05-22T21:38:00.018+08:00

I so enjoyed myself in Washington DC!!!

I am so glad and pleaseantly surprised about my findings in DC. Not the shopping arena, but the museums and botanical gardens and the imposing monuments of DC. Again, meeting people in the hostel and going to the hostel and staying at the hostel is another interesting experience again. I am so excited I think I should do a backpacking trip sometime soon, ALONE. :)

OK, just some selected pictures of my faves in DC.

Carplates from the different states, Washington Monument, Musuem of National Portrait cafe area.

Map of USA with neon lights showing all 50 states, White House, me in front of Capitol State Building.

National Air and Space Musuem, Capitol State Building, some pretty random building.

Some pretty chair in the park, me inked with hawaiian tattoos, day of the dead dolls!!

Beautiful flowers from Botanic Gardens. :) I totally feel in love with this place!!

So, this is my last day at UConn, and so I'm gonna bid goodbye to colleagues and friends here. I do not feel very sad or anything because the weather had been horrible. Although I really think I will miss UConn and Storrs, how can one feel sad leaving a place with crazy weather?? Haha..

Philly

2008-05-17T00:53:00.003+08:00

Hello hello,

I am in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania now.

If you watch National Treasure, you would remember this Indepence Hall, featured on 100 dollar bill. The top of the building where Nicholas Cage looked out at 2.22pm to find his next clue. :)

The 4th city of my 10-day (backpack) trip. Its really a historical town and there are lots of tourists. Yesterday we had such good weather that I could walk around in my tee-shirt. And I am so tan now cos of the blazing sun yesterday. So, I visited most of the sights and museums and read about US and its independence and the important leaders. i have to say I am not BIG on US history but yeah, I having a good time. Except for some little little things (like the bad hostel that i am staying in, with a LOCKOUT time from 1030-430pm).

BUT the biggest reward is meeting Peiyu (from taiwan) and Pamela (from Singapore) in the hostel. They are really nice people, whom I just had a two-hour breakfast with in this Double-shot cafe near our hostel. We are hiding here cos its raining so badly out there now.
SHIT!! :(

Peiyu, Me and Pamela at breakfast :)

Travelling alone can be really fun too.

OK, gotta go check out more of Philly and maybe grab some postcards. So long. :)

On the move

2008-05-15T07:17:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps,

I am ON THE MOVE now!!

Yesterday I was at Niagara Falls, where I had steak, eggs and toast for breakfast and enjoyed the tranquility of tulips in beautiful gardens, the wonderful Niagara Falls and sipped the delicious hot chocolate from Tim Hortons after getting wet from the mist of the falls.

I love tulips!! :)

The American side of the falls. :)

And now, I am in a hostel in Toronto, Canada and I LOVE THIS CITY!!
Very clean, organised, with friendly people and enough to do for a one-day trip!!

I am also very happy that I need to gloat.
I booked 1 bed in 1 6-beds dorm and when I arrived after a 40mins walk from the bus station, they told me that I was "UPgraded" to a 4-bed dorm at NO extra costs!! HOORAY!! And then when I went to my room, I had the entire room to myself!! SUPER HAPPY!! Slept soo well cos I had bad nites all the while when I was in NYC (too cold) and on the bus (its a bloody bus seat that does not recline, what do ya think?)!! Haha...So I slept soo soo well!!

Toronto still has trams (they call it streetcars) which I thought was rather interesting. :)

CN tower, some tall tall buildings that tourists (like me) go ga-ga over.

Alas, I was lusting to be in front of the lens, so I took a picture of myself with beautiful flowers as backdrop. :)

So, I am 30 mins from going to the bus station to catch my bus back to NYC.

Then I am going to Philly and DC.
I am excited and pretty tired at at the same time! :P

Spring weekend

2008-04-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

Its the Annual Spring Weekend in UConn this weekend.

Everyone was out drinking, partying, getting into fights, smoking weed, having sex in the laundry rooms, smashing cars in the parking lot.
And all I did was stay at home to watch movies and go to the lab to do work.

My life sucks.

I miss the party animal in me! :(

And the best part is, my boyfren who hates me going to clubs and getting drunk was out at St James partying his life away with his friends.

How ironic!!

Final Year Project

2008-04-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

Many people have commented/envied my life in USA.
About how I am having fun, but not working hard enough in the lab.
About how some of my other classmates are so stressed out while I was having fun and traveling.
You see, I am actually very stressed too.
I am 5000 miles away from home, my loved one and my family.
I came with 0 frens (actually 1 if you consider Prof Urs "my fren").
And I had to adapt to everything, everyone, every place from scratch.

So, lets talk about my FYP today.
I am working on tolcapone, an anti-parkisonian drug, and its molecular mechanisms on hepatotoxicity. My study model is a novel, spontaneously immortalized human hepatocyte cell line that only my lab has. And people are practically begging us for this cell line. And results wise, I guess I am doing good, not great, but good enough. :)

I came with the intention of getting an A. Cos I know Prof Urs, and I understand his research. He is a great teacher, very attentive and gives his best for his students. The only disappointment was that I had no mentor and had to pick everything up from scratch. I have to troubleshoot my own protocol, plan my own experiments and do all the shit on my own.
But I'm not complaining. It was a great learning experience. :)
So right now, I am just hoping for the best. My A / A-!!

So, I am very happy working in this lab, I met some nice people in this lab, and at my place, some NUS exchange students and fren's frens...
My professor offered me PhD opportunity like 100times, but I had to reject him for the sake of "love".

I will be done in two weeks. I gotta write my discussion by this weekend. So I will not be going anywhere this weekend.

So so so, please wish me luck. :)

Love you guys,
Audrey

Sweet tooth!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-16T09:22:00.004+08:00

I love desserts!!!

After the yummy Sunday brunch at Pros Urs house that ended with yummy Apple cobbler and strawberry soaked in balsamic and red wine, I was craving for sweets again.

Today, I went for dinner at local diner's, Applebee's, with Jean.
We talked, gossiped and shared a steak.
And ended our meal with a yummy strawberry cheesecake served in a shot glass!!!
Very creative and delicious!!!

And Haagen Dazs is super cheap here!!!
Its only 3USD per tub, almost half price that from Singapore's price!!
This is my 2nd tub!!!! :)

YUMMMMMILICIOS!!!!!

Two Great Weekends :)

2008-04-14T06:07:00.023+08:00

SATURDAY 040508 RHODE ISLAND TRIP

Rhode Island is the smallest state of the 50 American states.
Newport is a small town, where rich people stay, eat and have fun.
It is famous for its seafood, so being the glutton, of course I fed myself some good food. :)

A (beautiful) cemetry behind me.

The Atlantic Ocean (and Europe) behind me...
I wanna swim over...

Me and Jean :)

The Breaker's House behind me.
Summer house for the breakers in the 1800s.
Very very big and grand. :)

Melisse, me and Adeline (at dinner).
Had some yummy Seafood Fra Diavolo for 22.95usd.
YUMMMMMMY!!!!

SATURDAY 041208 NEW YORK CITY

The main reason for this trip..
The Broadway show, Legally Blonde.

Times Square (in the day).
I like it better at night...

Flowers flowers flowers...
Spring is here...
HAPPPY!!!

Ground Zero..
It was a mess there.
Like many others, I kinda wished that that disaster never happened.
I just dun understand why people wanna pose infront of the huge construction mess.

Me in front of the New York Stock Exchange Centre.
I love the huge flags.

Me and Chengwei at New York Palace.
Pretty trees and beautiful flowers.

2 things:
1) Spring is finally here :) *grinz*
2) I like New York City a lil' better. :)

Sunday - 041308
Prof Urs invited us to a wonderful lunch at his place...
So so yummy!!
There was too much good food, but I didn't take pictures of them cos I am not so socially awkward. :)

But it was a good time, talking about funny things, lab things, pollitics, New York, Taiwan, Singapore, Switzerland, and every every thing under the sun.

I had fun!!! :)

Carmen, me and Prof Urs :)

Me, jean, Veronica and Carmen.

Everyone in the lab :)
Me, jean, Rohini, Veronica, Carmen, Amanda and Urs.

Oh, maybe you haven realised.
But it was GREAT weather this 3 days...
Yippeee, I am not cursed anymore. :)

JINXED!!!

2008-04-04T11:46:00.012+08:00

I went to NYC last weekend. (Mar 28- Mar 30)
Great city. Lots and lots of people.
Messy. Dirty. Expensive.
But most importantly....
BAD WEATHER AGAIN!!!

It was raining on Friday while I was still in Storrs, so my travel mates went to the outlets without me cos they cannot do sightseeing in NYC when it is raining. (they were in NYC on Friday morning already)
and so i was SAD!!!

So for those of you to ask me buy things, soorry!!
Gotta wait till May. :)
That includes you, Shufen!!! hahaha :P

Some pictures from NYC...

New York Public Library
This is the place where they filmed one of my favourite movie - Day After Tomorrow.
I didn't go in though, no time. :(

Me, on the ferry to Staten Island...
Yeah, the tiny thingy behind is Statue of Liberty.
Damn hard to take a nice picture!!

Behind me the sharp sharp thing is Empire State Building lo!!!

Took this picture at NYC Chinatown.
Very dirty, smelly and tonnes of Asians.
But they sell very very cheap souvenirs, and very very expensive bubble tea (3.50usd)
Notice how they write XIN-jia-po wrong!!
Its NEW not STAR!!!
Shame on you!!!!

The flashing, buzzling streets of New York Times Square.
Too immense, too little time.
I wanna go back in May to enjoy the lights and maybe I will fall in love with NYC.
:)

I am going to Rhode Island this Saturday (b4 I stay home on Sunday to write my thesis and do my ppt slide for lab meeting presentation on Monday..).
The smallest of the 50 American states.
But still 5 times the size of Singapore...
Guess what?
Its gonna freaking RAIN this weekend too!!
CHEEEEERIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!!!

All I have to say:
I'M JINXED!!!

Will load more NYC pictures next week. :)

BEWARE!!!! Many many many pictures after the sad post....

2008-03-20T08:05:00.050+08:00

5 years ago, this was the saddest day of my life when my grandmother left me.
Up till today (and now as I type), my tears would still flow uncontrollably whenever I think of her.

I still remember vividly the series of events that day.....

I received a call at 5am in the morning from my aunt that my grandmother had left us. The night before, we were all by her hospital bed watching her gasp for air and waiting to die. I cried so much that night. Strangely, when I got that worst call of my life the next morning, I did not cry. Instead, I woke up, made my bed and went down to the void deck. I sat at the ceramic stool where my grandma sits everyday. She would sit there after she came home from the market to catch up with her friends, start peeling her vegetables, talk about the price of fish and prawns, or gossip about some random old woman whose funeral was held 2 blocks away. When I was much younger, I would always sit there and kill time with her and her lao-cha-bor friends.

That day, I sat there alone and waited for her.

At 9am, she came home, but this time, in a coffin.

Cold and motionless, and all I wanted at that moment was for her to talk to me.
I wanted to tell her how much I love the yummy siew mais that she always buy for our breakfast, that I will never disobey her again, that I will bring her to Hongkong when I get my first salary.

But I didn't. I was lost for words.

~~5 years later on this same day, my brother got engaged.~~
I was extremely happy for him when he told us about it. I am happy that he is starting his own family with someone he loves. But deep down in my heart, I am upset and disappointed that he chose a day where I will not be around to witness the happy day of his life.

He is my only family in this world. I would do everything I can to change my wedding day if he could not make it for my wedding day. I would want him to be there to share my joy and witness a new chapter of my life. I would want him to see me kiss the man of my life and know that we have both broken away from our childhood nightmares of a horrible family our parents had created for us.

~~But he didn't do that for me. He did not wait for me.~~
~~I just dunno how I should feel...~~

~~The significance of March 20th have changed for him...~~
~~Every year today, he would be celebrating this day with his wife.~~

~~But for me, March 20th will always be the day when my beloved grandmother left me AND the day my brother got engaged without me being there...~~

~~I am not selfish. I am just upset.~~
I still wish for the best for my brother Ben and his wife... that they will be happy everyday in their lives...All I ever dreamed about was a vision of CNYs where his family and my family would sit together and chat happily...

Po-po, I miss you so much...

I just realised that my brother's wedding was not approved by SAF cos his wife is Malaysian.
Thus, it is postponed to June. Strangely, I feel happier. :)

Very EMO, pai-seh, MY BAD!!! :P
On a second thought, I blame my 3 little cousins..
Oiiiiiiiii, all ya gals fault lah, you are my messengers should have kept me updated with current affairs ok?? Make me sad for soo long..I blame you all LAH!!!
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Pictures from Boston :)

-Day 1-
So excited to see Michie...!!!

After 2hrs drive and a wonderful afternoon snack,
OUR FIRST STOP ---->
!!!!!!!!!!!!!HARVARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Harvard has some nice-looking trees!!!

These are all taken at Harvard Square, a small community with nice (and not so nice) little shops that sells Harvard stuff!! And my, they are all sooo overpriced!!! Just because the name Harvard is printed on it!!! -geeeez-

Then we started driving to downtown Boston, in search of Quincy Market for dinner and more importantly, an indoors place!!!
SO HERE WE ARE!!!

Cam-whoring outside Quincy Market

Inside Quincy Market!!! Sooo sooo much food!!!

9USD per bottle President Candidates Tobasco Sauces!!!

Back at the hotel where we ate all the yummilicious food we got from Quincy market!!!

DAY 2!!
SUNNY but FREAKING WINDY!!
Very excited though.... :)

Follow the red line and tour the whole of Boston!!
FREEDOM TRAIL!!!

*1st stop of Day 2
BUNKER HILL MONUMENT...

*2nd stop - USS Constitution

3rd Stop: Beacon Hill
An area of pretty pretty and expensive house.. (saw on ad about 2k USD for a one bedroom apartment..) We walked around the beautiful, expensive estate with pretty 7-11s and Starbucks! And, the most important mission in Beacon Hill is to photograph the acclaimed
"MOST PHOTOGRAPHED/BEAUTIFUL STREET IN UNITED STATES"

And what else to do there (after a much long long walk) but....
CAMWHORE?????????

Take #1

Take #2

Take #199

Take #268

4th stop: MASSACHUSETTS OLD STATE HOUSE...

And guess who /what we saw in front of the state house??
The BUNNY guy with BUNNY CAR giving out GOLDEN EASTER BUNNIES!!!
I hugs the car!!!

Our bunnies all lined up for photo-taking :)
Pls forgive Mich's ugly looking rabbit!!!
She is such a hawk for sweet things!!
Chocs!! Pastries!!!

Goofing around.....

5th Stop: Boston Common and Frog Pond..
Which I think will be very very beautiful in Spring, Fall or when it is snowy snowy Winter!! Frog Pond is not a pond but an outdoor ice-skating rink. Maybe its a pond in summer...
I D U N N O.......

6th Stop - Where else next but Quincy Market for yummy lunch!!!???
One will never get sick of Quincy Market!!
At least not me..

The Little Italy in the north end of Boston where we had all the yummy pastries..
Very pretty streets but I still like Beacon Hill better. :)

8th stop - Paul Revere's house...
Not much of a sight I would say....
And IMO, definitely not worth 3usd to get in..
Hahaha...Look at our confused looks....

9th stop -The Old North Church.
Our last stop on the Freedom Trail...

The heroic Paul Revere from who fought the war against the English??
A more worthy sight than his house (above).... really....

Next, MORE College shopping!!
We drove back to Cambridge and visited Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT)

An interesting buildings in MIT.

Overall, I think Harvard is very different from MIT.
Harvard is old, rich, very nice and antigua (spanish word) buildings with lots lots lots of tourists. Very happening with an exciting Harvard Square!!!
MIT is younger and very vibrant, but much quieter.
And right now, I dunno if UConn is on par with this two colleges...
I D U N N O!!!

Back to Boston Chinatown, deciding where to eat for dinner..
We had yummy lobster in the end, if you remember from my previous post. :)

END OF BOSTON TRIP!!!
I HAD FUN....

AND NOW I WANNA WANNA GO TO NEW YORK CITY!!!
:(

Entry about food!!!

2008-03-16T10:05:00.013+08:00

I gave up the idea of going to NYC bcos I saw that its gonna rain today. So I planned to go to the lab instead!!! And guess wat, it was FREAKING good weather today.

SUCKS!!!!

Anyway, so I went to the lab to do some experiments and organised some of my results. And Jean came to the lab to accompany me before we went to some Thai restuarant on campus to have dinner. We had rice with calamari and Phing Kring beef, which is a stir fry of string beans, carrots and peppers with beef - apparently very cheap stuff!! With our UConn IDs, we got free Thai iced tea, which was yummy!!! The dinner cost us 18.44USD (21USD with tips)!!!! That is a mad price to pay for Thai food!! I could eat a feast at Bangkok with that money!!!

Anyway, it was a good escape from the monotonous food that I have everyday....

I should post some pictures from my Boston trip but I decided to post pictures of my foods first.
Well, it includes foods from Boston too...
:)

So, an average meal outside should cost you about 10USD.
The other day I had Panda Express for lunch. It is actually chap-chai-peng (mixed veggies rice) and it cost me freaking 7USD!!! For two chicken dishes on fried rice and a stupid fortune cookie!! That day, I wished I owned a chinese restuarant in USA, cheating people money with lousy chinese food..
Well anyway, a good meal would cost you about 20USD.
But the good thing is that they serve you (like an American) here, meaning they give you HUGE portions. So it is always good to share. :)
BUT, if you cook at home, it will cost you like 2-3USD for good food...
Provided, you can cook as well as me...
HAHHAHAHH...

I kinda like to make pasta (Beef/plain/seafood marinara) for dinners. Marinara was the best and most unexpectedly good!! But ever since I ran out of cod fillet and the shrimps haven't gone on sale, I made it only once. Very sad...

Oh, and most of the time, I made rice for dinner. Main dish includes onion eggs, chicken stew, stir-fry veggies, oriental pork chops, and some random dishes that I create from whatever food I have when my grocery supplies run low.

Some foods that I made...

My AMERICAN BIG BREAKFAST!!!
Thats kaya on my french toast, with scrambled eggs, maple-favoured sausages and patties!!!
YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMY!!!
Total cost: less than 1USD

HOKKEIN MEE!!!
Total cost: Approximately 2USD
I ate this over 3 meals... :P

Foods from Quincy Market (Boston)!!!
Fish & Chips -8.95USD

YUMMY-LICIOUS CLAM CHOWDER!!!
Very very very very yummy!!!
They give free samples in mini cups and I had at least 5!!!
HAHAHA - I'm a sample hawk!!!
6.95 USD

PASTRIES!!!!
MUST-TRYS in Boston!!!
Boston Cream Pie, Canolli & Lobster Tail..

What else but fresh seafood from Boston!!
Lobster at Chinatown :)
2 for 29.90 USD

Boston

2008-03-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

I am going to Boston in like an hour's time.

I AM EXCITED!!!

:)

Heavy Snowfall last Saturday!!

2008-03-06T07:36:00.008+08:00

It snowed sooo heavily on Friday night that I was almost convinced that the stupid bus trip to Buckland Hills will be cancelled.

Its really weird bcos its always bad weather during the weekends (Fri/Sat) and bright and SUNNY on SUNday morning.

Evidence No 1: Raining soo heavily the Friday I wanted to go to DC.
Evidence No 2: This heavy snow that ALMOST ruined my long-awaited shopping trip.
Evidence No 3: This raining Saturday, when I am supposed to go to Boston!!
Oh, did I tell you Michie is coming from San Francisco to visit!!!
I am sooooooooooooo EXCITED!!!!!!!

So on Saturday, I woke up especially early with mixed feelings.
Happy and worried!!
Happy cos I get to go to lab to subculture my cells.
Excited about the shopping trip!!
Worried cos I might get an email saying that the trip was cancelled.
I literally paddled my way to school...
The snow was at least 3 inches thick!!
Luckily I had my boots on!!!

Some pictures of the white white Saturday!!

The usual road to school.
All covered with snow.

Into UConn already....

Frosted topping trees and thick thick snow!!!

I have March weekends all booked for Boston/New York and Washington DC!!!
Hopefully weather will be good!!
3 more weeks to SPRING!!!

Brain food(s) for the day:
1. Do you know that when it snows, it actually is warmer?
Interesting but TRUE!!!

2. Snow really appears like the beautiful SNOWFLAKE shape that we see on Christmas trees!!
Its BEAUTIFUL!!

Oh, and my room-mate from Nepal made GLIZZARDS yesterday..
Like chicken heart and liver and alot of unknown stuff in Masala powder and turmeric powder!!
So Dee and I decide to dissect the hearts and check out the aorta, valves, vein network..
And I actually tried like a HEART and an UNKNOWN very crunchy thingy!!
Dee ate one piece and freaked out!! Hahaha...
I have pictures in my camera..upload later!! Haha...

I LOVE SHOPPING!!

2008-03-03T09:54:00.007+08:00

Be it a big mall, a street market or a grocery store.
Be it Paris, London, Thailand, HK, Malaysia or USA.
I LOVE SHOPPING!!!

Nothing is more enjoyable than shopping.
I will whine due to exhuastion when I trek thru MacRitchie Park...
But I never complain of sore feet due to shopping...
I LOVE SHOPPING!!!

Thus far, I have went on 3 major shopping trips in US..
Once to Westfarms - total damage: 200+USD
2nd time to East Brook lao kok kok Mall - total damage: 100+USD
3rd time (but definitely not last) to Buckland Hills Mall - total damage: 80+USD

Show you my loot!!
*triumphant smile*

Introducing my looties from clockwise...
1. Abercrombie & Fitch (On sale 12.90, UP: 39.90)
2. Ralph Lauren Tote (On sale 29.99, UP:75.99)
3. I Love Me Junk Food Tee (On sale: 12.90, UP:15.90)
4. Delia's Colourful Flower Blouse (On sale: 14.90, UP: 22.90)
5. Abercrombie & Fitch Knitted Blouse (On sale: 12.90, UP: 29.90)
6. Forever 21 Gold Earrings (On sale: 99cents, UP: 3.99)
7. Yellow summer tube top (On sale: 9.99, UP: 29.99)
8. Spongebob Square Pants swimming trunks for baby Jayden ($1!!!!)
9. H&M Random tees and halter tops ($1 each!!!!)
10. Forever 21 Jacket ($14.90)
11. Delia's musical note top ($12.50)

Super happy!!!

That DKNY top is only 9.99usd!!!
But its XS...too tiny :(

Photos photos and more photos...

2008-02-24T06:14:00.032+08:00

I am lazy to write..
Let the pictures do all the talking ok?

Skiing trip @ Ski Sundown
16th Feb 2008

Familiar faces? Yeaps, I met fellow Singaporeans who are from NUS.
They are all on exchange here.
They provide me with endless supplies og Singie jokes and Singlish.

To sum up the experience, skiing was expensive, painful embarassing but very fun!!
I fell so many times I lost count. And i felt sore all over my body the next day.
It may be my first, and most prolly my last.
Until I bring my kids there again.. :)

Polo match @ Horsebarn Hill (UConn)
17th Feb 2008, Sunday

I love horses, after elephants and giraffes and dolphins.
:)

The dogs at home.
3 dogs is way crazy.

Madison - my fave dog

Koji - the annoying midget

Polo - guest of the house, loves chilling at one corner
Like only me and Nima likes him!!
Everyone else hates Polo!!

I am supposed to be in DC now.
But weather was too bad to travel.
Very very upset about it. :(

Go away bad luck!!

2008-02-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

Dar Dar is having a rough patch in Singapore right now..
Having super bad luck and very depressed..
Wish I were in there to comfort and share the load..

GO AWAY BAD LUCK!!!
Huai de bu ling, Hao de ling!!! (I actually typed hao de bu ling at first :P)

I love you Darling..

Hugs and kisses,
Your baby..

Cam-whoring at my backyard

2008-02-10T04:13:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday afternoon and I am at home with nothing much going on.
And then, it started to snow.
So, out of boredom,
I decided to cam-whore.
Where? Right at my doorstep.

THE BACKYARD!!

It took some time to perfect the techniques.
Equipments required - a stool and tissue box as tripod stands.

Shot #1

Shot #2

Shot #3

Shot #4

Shot #5

Shot #6

Shot #7

Notice how I transformed from just my pyjamas to the addition of my coat and then changing out of my pyjamas to nicer leggings and boots. Haha...

I know I know...

You do not need to tell me how hilarious, or lame, or vain this whole thing sounds.

I'm bored..

Hahahaha.........

My happiest day in USA (yet)

2008-02-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

Very very long post about happy things :)

I skipped work today again. Blehz...

I have absolutely nothing to do at work, except wait wait and wait.

So I reckon I'd rather sleep late, stay at home and start writing some parts of my thesis.

And then!!!!

When I went upstairs to make my breakfast, Dee and Mike, my lovely housemates said they are going out!! And I could come along!! *bright smile*

N.B: Yesterday I was just about to write this depressing blog entry about how sad I am, away from home, away from my darling, away from good food, away from the whole CNY festive thingy. And most importantly, STUCKED in pathetic, cold, wintry Connecticut with no shopping and no touristic thing!!!

ABSOLUTELY PISSED AND DEPRESSED AND ANNOYED!!

Anyway, the plan was to go to capitol of Connecticut - West Hartford for lunch, head to Westfarms (in Farmington; another city of CT) for some shopping and back to Dee's parents' place in Manchester (yet another city of CT). Wheeeee, thats like fun cos I get to go to 3 cities on a day which is GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!

So, lunch was at a chinese restaurant named Butterfly. It was quite a nice place and I had Gung Pao Chicken with Peanuts (yeah, in case you noticed, they spelt it wrongly!! Haha). Mike forced Dee and me to order my food in Mandarin, just to get a kick outta it. After we did ordered in Mandarin, Mike was elated Haha..I got some great food and great service. The lady boss came to our table to tell me she loves my hair and said she wants to fly to Singapore to have the same haircut. Haha!!

*My Wanton soup and Gung Pao Chick with fried rice for $6.95.

About $10 after the taxes and tips. :(

Next we went to Westfarm Malls for some great shopping. We first went to Nordstroms and I saw COACH!!!

And they had discounts.

And they had discounts on a bag I like.

And I bought the bag!!

*grins widely* :D

Orginal price 298, Discounted price, 200 with tax!!

I reckon it'll be a great bag for work.

Overjoyed!! :)
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Anyway, Nordstroms is amazing.

It is a departmental store like Isetan and Takashimaya.

BUT BETTER!!!

They have this policy that you could return your purchases anytime you want. whether you used it or not!! And they give you the same price that you paid back. So Dee was there to return her Xmas present, a Chloe bag, that was used!! And she got back like 700dollars back, which was exactly the same price she paid for!! Isnt that amazing!! Besides, the service in Nordstrom is amazing good!! They say, "Hi. How was your day? Can I help you with anything?" And they talk to you about everything. Mike was soo sick of waiting for us, he replies "TERRIBLE FROM TOO MUCH SHOPPING!!" to all those sales people, and then they would start talking about everything while we girls were shopping. The service that they give all the customers really puts Singapore to shame. Really. Its amazing!! Also, Nordstrom do a price-match. So if you see a bag at Macys for 200 bucks, and you bought it at Nordstroms for 300. All you have to do is kick a small mini fuss at Nordstrom and they refund you the 100 dollars. They REFUND you!! Isnt that amazing??

*really spacious shopping areas, and one whole rack of Juicy Coulture jewellery. ALL ON SALE.

But still expensive though :)

Well, this excellent service with a big smile and how is your day thingy only happened in cool shops like Coach, Macys and Nordstroms. Not like Forever 21. But anyway, I went to Forever21 and bought a great romper!! Only $8. But its in Medium and I really dun care. I just have to get it. Even though its bigger. Haha...pathetic yeah??!!!

Next, we went to A-Dong Asia Food store to do some chinese groceries shopping. I got xiao long bao, beansprouts, one instant noodles (meehoon) and some HK pastries (egg tart and bo-lo-bao).

YUMMY!!!

*forgot to take pictures, got it from google images.

*CNY decor (finally some festive mood), yummidelicious pastries, very expensive roast duck, and chinese snacks)

And then we went to Bob's Discount Furniture to look at some furniture and more importantly, gorge ourselves with free candies, yummy raisins soft cookies, popcorn, lemonade and tea. They have this cafe area that have all the above goodies for FREE!!! So pppl are eat and eat and eat!! And ppl like me steal candies home!! Haha...

And i sooo happy I missed work and went shopping. My life is less miserable now with some retail therapy. I love my housemates.

I hugs great people who cares. :)

Total random post-script: It has been warm the past week, but it was freaking raining all the time.

See, I feel miserable partly bcos the weather is horrible.

And this is wat it is when its sunshine after the snow.

Not soo pretty yeah?

I like this though :)

The way I walk to campus every morning!!

*yawns* *sleepy*

Its 136 am now. I just finished 3 hrs of a very tensed monopoly (US Version) game and 1.5 hrs on blogging. I am sleepy. Good nite!! *yawnz*

To my dearest boyfriend:

I miss you soo much and I miss you soo much more.

Thank you for encouraging me and standing by me and listening to all my grumbles all this time.

Love you soo soo soo much!! *muacks*

Your lovely girlfriend :)

I hugs American TV!!

2008-02-04T05:28:00.000+08:00

After the nasty freezing rain on Friday!!!
Its SUNNY for two days straight!!
Hoooooooooray!! :D

The only enjoyment, besides cooking, I am getting from this whole USA experience is definitely watching television. We have over 100 channels on television, and I watch the television from 6 to about 11 everyday. On weekends, when I am stucked at home, i watch tv ALL day!! Once, I watched 4hrs of American Next Top Model straight!! O_o"'

My favorite channel is Fox where they show mainly game shows - Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune, American Idol (obviously not a game show but still hilariously entertaining), Deal or No Deal and the latest slamming Moment of Truth. This game, is to win money just by telling the truth. The prize money is USD500,000!! And they ask embarassing questions, in the presence of your family, colleagues and lover!! And of course, they verify the truth by hooking you up to the lie detector.

My favorite questions thus far,
1. Have you ever flirted with other other women on the internet?
2. Have you every tried to hit on one of your girlfriend's friends?
3. Do you plan to be a virgin till your wedding day?
4. Have you ever touched someone at work inappropriately?
5. Have you ever done something wrong at work and let your colleagues take the blame?
6. Have you ever gambled away your son's college money?
7. Would you leave your girlfriend if your ex-wife wants to get back with you?

I have a feeling this show will not be shown in Singapore. We're just too morally right!! :P

And this weekend, I watched 5 movies -
1. Pulp Fiction - Apparently is my housemate Nima's favorite movie of all times. he watched it 20 freaking times. 2nd movie of Quentin Tarantino, starring Bruce Willis, John Tralvota, Uma Thurma, Samuel L Jackson. Very very deep and soo hard to understand.

2. Knocked Up (DVD)- Watched it in Dee's room while the boys were in the living room watching mixed martial arts competition when big men hit other big men. They pooled about 40USD to order the game on cable and had beer while they watch. So we girls, who apparently do not wanna sit in the living room while the boys screamed over their beers. Anyway, this show is about Izzie (from Grey's Anatomy) gets pregnant after a one-night-stand with an ugly fat guy. And how after many many obstacles and relationship issues, fell in love and got together to raise their child. Not the best storyline, but was funny.

3. Mr Woodcock (DVD) - Lousy movie. No famous actor. Stupid and unoriginal storyline. No jokes at all. Everyone was so upset that we sat thru the movie when it was sooo lousy.

4. Saving the Last Dance - Watched it the first time in 2001 with some people from Poly. It was good. And i especially love the last comtemporary piece when she mixed hip-hop dance with modern ballet. SLAMMING!!

5. What Women Want - Mel Gibson with the ability to hear women's thoughts.. :)

It may be a pathetic excuse to stay home to watch TV. But TV rocks.
I know I said I am going to the malls this week. I didn't. But hey, I went to Big Y to spend money there on groceries again!!!!
BUT I found a way that I might be able to go to the malls.
Will let you guys know when I finally get to go. Haha :)

Oh, right..I learned a drinking game last night!!!
So, the boys got lots and lots of beer for the big game last night rite? And they decided to "get high" first with a game of "beer-pong" in the basement!!
So what is beer-pong? It is beer + ping-pong!!! Haha...
So, the game goes like this: Each team of two players stands on one side on the ping-pong table with like 10 cups, arranged in a pyramid, filled with beer. And each person gets a chance to throw a ping-pong ball across the table, hopefully into ya opponents' cups. If the ball goes in, they have to drink up!! The team that clears all 10 cups first wins!!
After losing 3 games straight, I self-declared myself as the best new-comer!!
No really...I was really good for a first-timer!! :)

Today is the day my room-mate will move in. I'm excited!!

www.weather.com

2008-01-29T04:20:00.000+08:00

This website is really the bible in USA!!!

I myself check weather.com very religiously to know if its gonna be snowing, windy or sunny!!

It updates the weather every hour, and is tailored to each and every city in the States!!

Anyway, it was snowing on Sunday, very light snow aka snow showers.

Today is sunny and windy. I hug the sun, but totally hate the wind.

When there is wind, the chill shoots right into ya bones..and its horrible..

The $16 gloves I bought from coldwear is a total waste of money!! :(

So, I was at Wal-mart on Friday night and bought at least 10kg of stuff which includes potatoes, onions, carrots, meat, peanut butter jam and I had to walk 30mins back home. I nearly wanted to die..the bags were so heavy, the roads were so dark and the weather was so cold!! :( When I reached home, I was soo soo soo relieved and swear never to do groceries on my own again!!
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Its really cheap to eat at home if you buy groceries from walmart. Pasta sauce is like 3 for USD5. Pizza going at 1USD each. Instant noodles, they call it Ramen, at 0.25USD each. Which is surprising cheaper than what you would get from Singapore.

And then over the weekends, I was stucked at home cos no one was free to drive me out and my housemates was basically working very work to earn money while I rot at home watching Heroes. Mike, my housemate, called me the cooking machine cos I was cooking non-stop since 1pm to 3pm not because I was fixing a big feast. But the stupid mini-rice cooker I bought from Carrefour cant make rice! Basket!!! I waited an hour for the thinggy to heat up but it didn't, so I ended using the stove to cook rice instead...I made rice, onion eggs and ABC soup and ate it for 3 meals...Saturday lunch, Sunday lunch and dinner.
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I wanna go to the malls this weekend.

Hopefully I won't be stuck at home again. :(

Greetings from Connecticut

2008-01-23T05:59:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOO people, greetings from Storrs, Connecticut, USA!!!

I am already here for 3 days and only one word can describe my experience thus far...

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD!!!!

The first point of entry was at Chicago O'hare Airport and it was -16C..

Freaking cold..!!!

I had only one turtleneck and my esprit jacket on and I was freezing when waiting to board my plane. I actually missed my connecting plane, but that story will come later :)

So, its finally snowing today!! I mean, there's snow by the roadside everyday. Could have snowed like 3am in the night. But it actually snowed really heavily mid-day today!! So, I went to take a walk in the snow and it was cooool!!

Actually, when its snowing the whole place is warm. I mean, comparatively warmer than when its windy. So its really comfortable to walk in the snow. The feather-light snow flakes actually falls and melts on you. And its really soft...UNTIl it accumulates and become very black and dirty by the roadside. Haha...

So, anyways, I'm freezing my butt off in CT all this time. Its about -6C to -10C these days. :(

For those of you interested in my life.

Here's a summary.

1) I'm still kinda jet-lag, getting tired at about 3pm (4am SG time) in the noon, and waking up at about 6am (7pm SG time) in the morning.

2) I walk a good 15 mins from home to campus. And 5 mins involve cutting thru a forest covered in snow. Don't be envious. Its not so fun really. Cos snow is really slippery and you can just slip and break ya hip. And it gets really dark at night, and can get really scary!!!

3) I have already spent 1000USD thus far. 975 goes to rent for Jan + Feb, 17 at Big Y Supermarket for groceries, and 3 on Sub of the day (Subway) as lunch today. So if you are paying attention, you may ask, "You only spend 3 dollars on meals thus far?"

Actually, to make the short story long, I skipped dinner the first and second day cos I was just too tired. Imake my own breakfast, foods like microwave chicken pie and egg sandwiches. And I had 7USD Indian buffet lunch, which was suprising good, as a welcome treat from my boss. And today, I plan to cook Myojo Chicken Abalone noodles with eggs for dinner. :)

4) I am staying in the basement of a pretty house. So I stay with a Nepal girl in the basement(will update photos later). The landlord's daughter stays here and she is a American Chinese. Her boyfriend is white and from Minnesota. Another Iranian and American guy also stays here. There's this other girl who stays here but apparently never comes home, works at Hooters and sounds like a weird girl. But I have never met her yet. Everyone in this house is nice, especially Mike the boyfriend. He is really sociable and helpful. :) So I'm really blessed and happy to have found this place. Indeed a blessing in disguise!!!!

There's also two dogs at home. And there are really cute. Madison (as in Madison Ave in NYC) is a poodle and terrier mixed and she is really obedient. However, Mady loves to kiss me and her breath smells like crap. Ewwwwwwwwwwwww!!! But I actually come home and start talking to dogs which I think its really crazy!! Haha...

5) Work is boring. I haven started lab work yet. I left like 3pm yesterday and 330pm today. That sucks..!! Haha...

Right, I'm getting restless and hungry now...maybe I'll go make my dinner...

Welfare posts and more pictures up soon!!

PS: Its really troublesome to take pictures in the cold. I have to remove gloves and everything. And its really paiseh to take pictures when the entire UConn student body is rushing around me in the cold. Maybe I will take a walk around campus this saturday and take pictures. :)

On Cloud 9

2008-01-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

I just lost 24 fan to some idiot in Mahjong 3+1, and then some idiot zi-mou just before I win my one-dragon tile (I had 1wan to 9wan straight flush)!! I was waiting for 2circles and that idiot, one seat before me, zi-mou 2 circles. SHIT!!!!!!!
So, I was declared bankrupt and forced to leave the game. So here I am, blogging about my day ponteng from work!!

Haha...But you know what? I'm super happy today!

Happy. Elated. Delighted. Ecstatic.
Overjoyed. Thrilled. Euphoric.

I had been super depressed for the past few days because I got a C+ for my TCM.
C+++++++++++++++++++!!! *weeps*
Its an 6AU module and I seriously just couldn't afford to get a C+.
Not even a B-. NOT EVEN B OK????
Especially when you thought you did very very well, and then you get an C+.
That feeling is simply.................horribly INDESCRIBABLE!!!
From that very fateful I saw that disgusting C+ till today, I coaxed myself to believe that it was a mistake. A grave mistake made by my school. So later that day, I tried to login to Studentlink to check my grades again to make sure that my eyes were playing tricks on me that morning.

But I couldn't.

I couldn't log in to Studentlink at all. So I sent many many emails to everyone and begged them that I need to see my results again or else I will die of anxiety and depression.
But no one replied my emails. Because everyone was happily enjoying the holidays while I grieved over my very pathetic C+.
And so I try, at least 20 times each day for 6 days in a row, to login to Studentlink in hope that my C+ has turned in to an A.
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NO LUCK!!!
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Until this afternoon, CITS replied me:

Dear Audrey,

We have rectified the problem about your login. Please try again and feedback to us.

Thank you and have a nice day.

Regards,

CITS Helpdesk (Lam)

So I immediately open a new tab and check my results again.
There it was.

BMS203 C+

Staring back at me, while I stared at it.

ULTIMATE SIAN-NESS!!!

So I immediately emailed Miss Irene Tay, the know-it-all in SBS, no offence intended, but she really knows and handles everything like a thousand-hand-Buddha. If SBS ever loses either Irenes, it will be hell. Anyway, back to the email, so i immediately emailed Irene (my 4th email to her, after one email to Qin wei, and another to Irene Seet) and practically begged her:

Dear Miss Irene Tay,

I have been upset for the last 6 days after seeing that horrible persistent C+ on my result slip. Please tell me that that is just an illusion, that I indeed, really, did not got an C+ for a freaking 6au module. That you graded me based on a 70%, and not a 100% grade. (On a side note, I missed the CA, you see). Please, please, please, PLEASSSSSSSSSSEEEEE!!!! If you still don't tell me, I need to spend (waste) S$10.50 to appeal and that really will make me more upset.

Thank you very much.

Yours truly,
A very upset and pathetic 4th year 3rd class Honors student.
:(

No, those are really not my exact words.
BUT the true intention written between the lines.
I was practically BEGGING her to tell me that i did not get a C+.

No more than 5 minutes after I went to shit all the bad luck stucked inside me for the past 6 days and returned to the computer to play Mahjong 3+1 to drown my sorrows, Miss Irene Tay, my angel for the day, replied my email:

Hi Audrey,

I have checked and you are indeed granted exemption for BMS203 Continual Assessment, which means that your BMS203 will be based on 100% weightage on examinations.

Your BMS203 grade was graded without the above considerations.

The School would like to apologize for the error and will revise and update your BMS203 examination marks by mid-February 2008.

Do let me know if you have any further queries.

Irene Tay

I was sooo bloody happy, I practically floated from my seat. And shouted "Yes, yes!!"
Just like immersing in an uncontrollable orgasm *coughs*
But YES, i was(am) OVERJOYED!!

So I sent a very polite email to confirm that i DID NOT got a C+.
And she replied,

No problem Audrey, as it is our mistake.

Hope the error has not created too much ‘worries in you.

Enjoy yourself before school starts next week.
Irene

God, "too much worries" is an understatement.
But at least I very happy now.

Later, I am going to the temple with my remaining two-dollar bill in my Gucci wallet (pathetic rite?) to thank Kong-zi.

Wahahaha..... :)

Merry Xmas!!

2007-12-25T12:09:00.000+08:00

Its an awfully quiet Xmas this year!!

Blah blah blah...

What did I do? Stayed at home and chiong TVB drama lo!! :(

I want a happier new year!!! :P

Dearest friends,

Merry xmas and happy new year!!!

Love,
Audrey

Post-birthday picture galore!!

2007-12-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, I'm back...!!

I'm back to blog after donkey years, haha!!

So lets start off with very very recent pictures...

----> My birthday!!

This year, my birthday falls on Hari Raya, a public holiday! Since Dardar's mom is off every thursday, his family + me went to vivocity for shopping + dinner!! We had a sumptous dinner at Dian Xiao Er with all 8 of us wolfing down delicious roast duck, sweet sour pork, sinful pork belly and yummy salted egg + century egg spinach (my fave)!!! After tt, we headed back to Dardar's house for cake-cutting!! Haha...

Pictures pictures!!

Nope, not ours!! Although I really tot he is Dardar's..

Haha, the lil' baby's name is Jayden Ong.

Isnt he yummiliciously adorable???

Yup, thats mommy + daddy!
And me, AUNTY Audrey!! Ohmigosh!!
So old.......!!! ):

And thats all of us!!
Thank you Dardar and family!!

My dearest oldest frens from Deyi also celebrated my birthday (jointly with Teewei and Zhenming whose BD is super belated!!!) in advance. Semi-full strength reported including Shufen, Xiuqing, Liyin, Caitou, Zhenming, Teewei. Samuel and Chunyi!! Woot!! So many people...We had steak and grilled escargot at Shalislik (haha, dunno how to spell, only know how to eat)!! We had a great time eating, talking and gossiping!!

Old friends are the greatest pals!!

My third birthday celebration was at home, with Aunty, cousins, my brother and his girlfriend aka future-wife aka my future sister-in-law and my Dardar!! It was DongZhi so according to family tradition, we eat steamboat together, gossip together, watch TV together, play MJ together and then eat tang yuan (dumplings) together!!

I guess I gonna miss the family warmth and good food when I'm in US. :(

That concludes my 23rd birthday events!

Wanna thank all those who remembered my birthday, messaged me on facebook and sent me smses. Although I'm older and wiser, I'm also happier!!

Muacks!! :)

Happy Birthday!

2007-12-20T09:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!! (:

Life is beautiful

2007-11-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

Life is beautiful
When you are loved dearly,
and loving someone dearly.
Treasure that one person...
:)

PS: I'm still around...

My horny vampire and exam madness

2007-04-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

Just the other day when we were celebrating Fiona's birthday,
I realised something..

Me and Junfeng are gonna celebrate our two-year anniversary soon (in June),
and tomorrow is our 22month anniversary.
While I proudly boasted to Darren about his wrong prediction about us,
Fiona reminded me, "But almost couldn't make it there..."
And it struck me.

Our relationship was built on such a thin foundation,
And like Darren said, we were two worlds apart.
But you know, at that time, I really needed someone TOTALLY different,
Cos my ex was TOTALLY similar.
And it ended up (and started off) in a total mess.

Actually, I should have realised this long ago.
Even frens should be totally/somehow/more or less different.
Shufen and I were totally different and we hit it off well.
Baolian and I were different too, so we became good frens very soon.
But frens who are more similar usually don't stay together soo long.

Anyway, back to me and Junfeng.
Things feel different nowadays.
I think I am too clingy.
And i hate it lah.
It used to be the other way round when we first started off.
Literally speaking, you may put it that i had him around my fingers (or is it how you put it?)
Now, he doesnt even care about me!!
Ok, thats not true, but it just seems that he care less (ok, just a bit less).
BUT BUT BUT...
Thats means he changed rite? His love is less? He got another gal outside?
I have been bugging him everyday with these questions,
Which even I know, are NON-existent.
But yeah, as I bug him, its bugging me too.
WHATEVER.... I abit siao one..

Its exams madness this semester.
Stupid me actually planned a timetable that has 3 papers consequtively.
But yeah, I finished earlier than most of my frens.
24th APRIL!! Yippppeee...
Then we go shopping ok?? :)

4 more days and I will know if I got selected for the EPFL Research Scholar Program.
Its pretty prestigious and I really hope I make it,
Although I think I wun be able to attend cos it clashes with my next sem's timetable.

Aiyah..
Everything is COMPLICATED lah.
See how lah!!

Have you seen my new haircut??

2007-03-10T15:07:00.001+08:00

I haven had short hair ever since 2002.

Last August, I cut away 20cm of my hair and I so regretted it.

Then I realised I have not posted any pictures sporting my short hair.

Some have told me that the short hair suits me well, but that horny vampire insists that I grow my hair long again.

Hmmm, from august till now, it (the hair) have not grown past my shoulders yet!!! YUCKS...

When, when will i have long long hair again??

Some of my short hair pics..

The very first glimpse of it!!

Oh damn, isit too short??

One month later..

Just recently,

Kokting and Joy and several others asked if I just got married. Because they saw that pic on MSN. NOPE!! I did not. It was feng's bro wedding and we of course, dressed up a little.

Well, God bless the couple. ;)

BIG Hello!!

2007-02-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

HellOoOoOOo everyone!!

I know i know, i have not been updating this blog very religiously (i also nv go guan yin temple to pray you know, my guan yin ma must be damn sad....). Anyhow, I have now made an effort to come in and wish all a happy new year and a great v-day!!

To all my jie meiz who are celebrating V-day after many years of waiting for the rite guy...

Happy V-day!!! Being in love rocks yeah??

To everyone else still searching for that very one, its ok...we still have CNY!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!! MONEY MONEY COME COME!!!

School has started and i already broke my new year resolution!!
I only went for ~30% of my classes. I really shouldnt make that new year resolution anymore, since they are ALWAYS meant to be broken. SHIT!! I must do something about it, once TCM starts, i am dead meat...YES..i am taking TCM...sooo dead sooo dead!! :(

I have many pics to upload, and will upload it soon when i find time (hopefully).
I wanna show you my lv bag (my birthday present to myself) and maybe some other random pictures.

Till then :)

PS: My dearest vampire, you still owe me my birthday present and Vday present ok...?? i wanna go KOREA!!!! dun forget :)

PPS: I failed my driving test again! That stupid uncle was sweeping floor in the parking lot while i was doing parallel parking. Then this malay uncle on his yamaha motorcycle cut my lane to answer his handphone. wah sianz sianz sianz... need to waste another 300 bucks to take another time...i soooo want the dress at ness, i could use the money to buy that dress you know..boo hoo hoo!! :( dun rub salt into my wound, dun stop abt driving in front of me!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lag of updates.
I am sure my blog has accumulate massive tonnes of cobwebs.

To update you guys about my life,
I have 7 words.
(one for everyday in the week)

MY LIFE IS IN A FUCKING AGONY.

(:

P/s: i don't know how to tell you anymore, but i wanna say..for God's sake, please let me choose my life.

P/p/s: BL: Amidst the FUCKING agony, I am happy for you though. As Fish said, Congrats ;)

Yay...!! We Graduated From Summer School

2006-08-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

Yup...44 days of summer school is officially over =)

Photos of graduation dinner..

Louis Wong - the one fashionable HK man.

Yups, its always the 8 of us..
And yes...I miss everyone badly..

My 7 RC members, Bary, Alan, Angel, Ashley, Kevin, Chris...
I miss the afternoon tea at UC..shopping at Argyle..the cold noodles,
the HKD12 wanton mee (and the fierce aunty at the stall)...

See ya soon guys =)

*more pics of last few days with feng to be up soon*

Updates in Hong Kong

2006-07-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since the last post..
I have been really lazy these days..
Sleeping in the wee hours at night (early morning) and waking up real late in the afternoons..
This is because we are experiencing real bad weather here, for the past 3 days, the wind has been blowing non-stop..its so gloomy all day and the rain has been incessant..
Rain and wind here comes in all directions..thus a brolly doesn't really help, which is why I dun bring my bright red CUHK brolly out...
I never had the habit of carrying brollies out anyway..

The past two weeks had been fun, and not so fun..

Hong Kong Location #1
Ocean Park - every HK kid's dream.
But it was a really bad trip cos there were armies of PRCs, and they totally spoilt the trip.
They were rude and noisy and love to jump Qs and squeeze in between little gaps..
ARGH... *puiz*
Anyway, the dolphins and jellyfishes and fishies were really cute..
And the stingrays made me hungry..
AND.....
I conquered the Free-fall yet again..Hooray..But it was soo soo scary..
but the view was sooo worth it!!
And for the first time in my life, I see panda!!
Yay..and hor, they shit alot...
Green colour one!! =p

Hong Kong Location #2
Lantau Island, Tai-O Village, Disneyland(the entrance)
We had to travel 2 hours to Lantau Island and the trip was soo horrible..the roads were narrow and we turned at least 100 revolutions to get up to the very famous Big Buddha at Po Lin Monastry..
The Buddha was over-whelming and it was soo high up that the clouds just float pass us..
Its better than Genting, really..
But one thing I learn; Clouds smell bad!!

We then went to Tai-O Fishing village for dinner, a very disappointing SEAFOOD dinner, cos out of 10 dishes, the only seafood we had was prawns and fish..WTF..
It totally spoilt my day...!!

We were then rushed to Disneyland to catch the fireworks..
It was really pretty...!!
However, at 830, when all the visitors "charged" out of the exit..
The thought that ran through my mind..re-enforced my determination of not going to HK Disneyland..
Those PRCs tourist!!
They will spoilt every magical details of Disneyland..
NO way will I let them make my 70SGD ticket go to waste..
Magical moments of Disneyland will have to wait till USA =)

Location #3 - Macau

HOT HOT HOT..Like an oven....
The heat at Macau was really UNBEARABLE!!
We felt so sticky and hot and upset...
Went dog-racing, casinos, St Paul's Ruins..
I lost money...argh!!!
Ate alot of yummy food at road-side stalls...
And bought 2 pairs of sneakers =)

Hong Kong Location #4 - Yuen Long..
I really didn't place much hopes on the lunch..due to the bad experience from the previous SEAFOOD dinner..
And gosh, when you dun place much hopes, food can turn out to be real good..
We ate super-duper-delicious Pun-Choi as lunch, Lao-po-bing for tea...
We then left the school tour to explore Yuen Long ourselves...
Managed to hunt down the very famous B-Zai-Leung-Fan!!
We ordered the hot-favorite fruits platter with leung fan (grass jelly) and mango hor-fun (WEIRD) and this Durian pudding which looked totally unappetising, but turned out to be a knock-out!! The durian hidden was sooo delicious!!! YUmmy!!
And we had thai food for dinner, not as great as the authentic thai cuisine, but still yummy!!

And of course, the day ended with shopping ;)

PS: My cantonese is getting real good!! heehee..

PPS: My vampire is coming to HONGKONG!! Yay...
I am soo excited...
I love you darling...
Lets go watch the fireworks and soak in the nightview together..
(and bring lots if cash with you ok!!) ;P

Typhoon No 1

2006-07-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

28.06.06
We got news that we were having typhoon no 1.
So we decided to stay in hostel to do some reading and work.

We woke up in the morning with really dark angry clouds.
Clouds that make you feel that you would be blown away.

I had my first taste of typhoon at 12pm.
This is how it is.
And it is only 20 mins apart.
Yup, i did not do work as planned.
I slept the whole day away! ;p

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01/07/06
Today: Esprit warehouse robbery.
When I first stepped in, i decided that it was so not worth the trip..
But as I browsed through the racks..i picked up more and more shirts..
2 for Feng and the rest for me.
Yippee!!!!!!
Total hours: 1.5
Total damage: 465HKD
Savings: At least 50% from Original Price =)

Oh, we next went to the Symphony of Lights at the Star Pier.

Comments? Crap. Rubbish. Shitty.

Give it a miss. =)

New Territories Museum Tour

2006-06-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

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The 2nd cultural tour we had was to this temple and HOng Kong Heritage Museum in Shatin.
Cos CUHK is in Shatin, I assume they decided that we should very much understand Shatin better.
The temple is kinda "normal" and "ordinary". Just a worship place for the dieties, Buddha and yes, our HK fren's dead relatives.
The museum, was nothing museumy ;p You know wat i mean rite?
It was quite weird in a sense, as they have this theme - "Megastore - Not for sale" All things of HK taste was arranged like in a supermarket kinda of style..like in a furniture showroom, or like along a laundry street. Nothing interesting seriously. But we gals (yes, 8 noisy gals) managed to giggle, squeal and roar in laughter amongst the exhibits.
Dinner was pretty good. Roast chicken and meatballs from IKEA. Yummy. Shucks..I am actually craving for them now.. =P
Thats really all to the trip.
Yup, holidays is all about ups and downs.
This is the down.
But tomorrow (02/07) will be a up. Cos its Ocean Park.
Hip hip hurray =)

Some photos of the 8 of us =)

Tong Lo Wan & Tsim Sha Tsui

2006-06-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

Yay!! I conquer yet another small portion of HongKong the other day.
I know I am really lagging in posting pics and blogging..
Pls forgive cos I am really slacking (and having too much fun)!!

Ok dokie..so back to Causeway Bay aka Tong Lo Wan.
Its really a upclass place. You can simply relate it to Oxford Street in London, 5th Avenue in NewYork, or simply Raffles City or Ngee Ann City in Singapore. Come to think of it, Singapore is pretty pathetic in defining a street dedicated to expensive brands. Anyway, the first store we hit was Coach. And gosh, the Coach here is at least 10% cheaper. I "look up" (kan shang) at least 3 bags!! And the coach sneakers I am lusting for, was going at HALF PRICE! But, fuck the duck (i just learnt this from the show - Wimbledon ;P) they only have it in red. I was like..argh!!! the whole day. Oh well... Shopping still have to go on rite? But not before we fill our hungry stomachs! We ate KFC!! The ambassador of KFC is actually Che Tian. Pls go download his songs and google him if you dunno him already. His songs are like a megahit in HK rite now. And i know him!! I am sooo proud of myself.. =) Anyway, KFC was nothing impressive lah..Singapore's one is alot more juicy..but the ones here have criss-cut fries and yummy scones-like buns =)

We then walked around Causeway Bay (depressively) cos the clothes are very very nice. But also with a very very pricey tag. Especially this street called Paterson Street when Island Fashion is..!! We could buy anything but we decided to make the best out of the long walk by taking pictures with the latest Coca Cola stars!!!

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When Weizhen came, we just stood around to eat some roadside snacks. And i had my first "Curry Fishballs - Ka Li Yu Dan" here. It was....rubbery? Haha =)

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We then walked a long long road to take the ferry to Tsim Sha Tsui...How can i miss any photo-taking chances?
Shall let the pics do the talking!! =D

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On the ferry

At the pier

Avenue of Starz

Whats better than ending the day with a wonderful dinner and a yummy cuppa Dong Nai Cha?

Today is shopping free day..i only spend HKD20!! Yay..*dances*

Shopping is great!

2006-06-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

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MY LOOT!!
Shopping Day 1
No of people: 5
No of hours: 5
Total damage: 700HKD
I am sooo happy.
And the happiest thing? Shopping was on my darling vampire! =)

The pic may not be doing the clothes and caps and shoes justice..cos they all soo damn pretty!! I just luuuuve this cap.

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At Argyle Mall, i found this delicious japanese snack-cold noodles. Its only 5HKD. You choose 3 bags of ingredients(i chose noodles, octopus, and fish wraps). There are of cos shellfish, jellyfish, eggs, crabstick..blah blah..And this HK ah-lian will mix them all up in a bag with sweet sauce, soy sauce and chilli!! I tell you..its really cheap and yummy!!! Its a real good business idea..pls someone do it!! DO IT!!

Look!! Its yummy!! We are happy!!

CUHK, Shatin, New Territories, Hong Kong

2006-06-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

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Reporting live in HK!!
Yup, your Highness is in HK.
But first...I need to whine...
Miss piggy of deyi is here. yucks!
The water is hard and the weather is dry. My skin and hair are being damaged everyday. shucks!
I have been sleeping irregular hours, bcos of wc and bcos I am still adapting. Thats bad for skin too.
And, i think i think, I diden bring enough money.
Haiz...
Anyway anyway..
Let me update on wat happened the past few days.

Day 1-Departure
The bloody jetstar flight was delayed for half an hour. The lousy onboard services and rude air stewardess were a pain in thy ass. The PRCs on flight were irritating (as usual) too.
So we arrived in HK at about 9plus, on an empty stomach. So i hit MacD to hit on my long-lusted pork burger. yummy!! =)

Day 2-Orientation
We like on a very packed schedule travel tour were forced to soak in all the essence of Hongkong. Heavy dim sum lunch, Repulse Bay, The peak, crazy 12 course dinner.

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Day 3-Shopping
Since CUHK is in the "green" part if HK, there is only one miserable shopping area in Shatin. By miserable area, i mean a series of shopping centres connected, 4 to be exact, or is it 5? Anyway, I practised self-discipline and bought mininum. And gosh, you know how hard that it?? *laughs*
We ate at "cha chan teng" at dirt cheap prices. And how can i forgo "Xu Liu Shan"?? Mangoes mangoes =)

Day 4-Today!!
................... wat else but shopping?? =P

Happy Anniversary

2006-06-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

To Mr Horny Vampire,
I was upset when you spoilt my day by asking me to go to the wrong bus stop. But being very magnanimous, I decided not to be angry even though you didn't show up outside the Japanese restaurant that you asked me to wait for you at.
The blue Charles and Keith heels were hurting my feet (again) and again, you made me walk somemore. I asked you who recommended you the ulu place. And you replied saying is some idiot. I thought, "Great, you bring me to the restaurant some stupid idiot recommended? I looooooove you sooo much!"
Hands in hands, we entered a small alley, . And I saw a tiny beautiful garden. But I still had no idea where we were. We entered the restaurant and I was relieved. That idiot is some smart ass. The place was quiet, pretty and had some romantic thingy lingering in the air. Well, only a couple was tucked near some corner.
You then told me that the place is called "My Secret Garden" and then I realised that "Oh, i am the idiot!" So you remembered that I told you about this place. =)
At that moment, considering the fact that not many people was in the restaurant, we slowly slipped into a world of our own. Maybe because I was feeling very very happy and loved, the food tasted superbly great. We fed each other with the delicious calamari rings and sipped our Shiraz (which actually started off pretty horrible) and waited anxiously for our steaks. When the food was served, I came to a greater understanding of fine dining. Expensive, tiny but pretty. My tenderloin steak was no bigger then a baseball. And your ribeye steak was as big as my palm. The food and wine started to complement each other and I nearly had an orgasm. Ok, i am just joking =P. I was actually craving for some desserts, but you insisted on bringing me to another place for cake. In my mind, I was worried that you had some crazy idea of a huge cake with candles. I really wanted to talk you out of it, but I decided to let you play host the whole evening, since I already enjoyed myself tremendously in the first half.
So we left the restuarant and we walked, slowly and lovingly, with great suspicion that you had lost ya way and screwed things up yet again. In the end, we ended up at Carlton and you said they served cake at Level 19. I was estactic of course. Level 19 is not as high up as Equinox, but nevertheless, it would be a great view. 5 seconds later, I found myself locked outside Room1919 while you went in to "do ya things". You know I hate anticipation. So, I banged on the door really loudly and shouted that "wo yao xiao pian - i wanna pee". And maybe you were paiseh, so you let me in very quickly. I saw two cute little heart shaped pastry sitting on the table. Litted was the rose-scented candle left behind from out Valentine's Day dinner. Haha..cheapo you!! Honestly, the cake wasn't fantastic. =D
So what view does 200 bucks and a level 19 suite give us?
Drumrooooooooooooolls ==> SMU!! *applause*
That part sucked alot, but then everything that night has fallen in place so perfectly that I wasn't picky anymore. Although you again got cheated because we were not entitled to breakfast. Bloody hell. But well, you appleased me by suggesting dim sum the next morning. Ok, I am fine with that arrangement. =)
We watch Da Chang Jin on the big comfy bed. And we talked about everything under the sky. Whether we would catch some professor banging his secretary (or student) in the building across us. About my ex. About my family. About my clubbing plans in HK. About the lousy red wine you brought from home. =P
And yes, we exchanged presents and silly you, bought me another coach bag with ya miserable savings. But, I have to admit that I like it alot alot. Even though, deep down in my heart, I wished it was a LV. Haha. And i hope you like my Bruan Buffel wallet *yawnz* But really really, I am super broke. Next year I promise a better present. =) muacks
The rest of the nite is for us to know and remember. (And for you KPO third parties, you can slowly imagine yaself. Haha!!) The SMU view really wasn't that bad after all.
We woke up the next morning craving for a hot shower. The shower head at Carlton gives really strong jets of water that is very very shiok!!
Darling, I hope that next year, we would enjoy ourselves as much also. And seriously, it would be orgasmic if we are overseas ;P.
I love you darling.

From your cute & beautiful baobei. =)

why did you do that?

2006-05-23T09:54:00.000+08:00

I figured out you were trying to lie..
But I still can't figure out why you wanted to..
I'm utterly disappointed..
In you, in myself, and in our friendship..

Long Time No Blog

2006-05-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

Ahhh..its been long since I last blogged..

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Its already the 2nd (or is it the 3rd?) week of holidays,
I am kinda enjoying myself..
But the biggest finding this holiday is that;
I come to realise that I need a "best friend".

Exams ended on 3rd May and following that..

1. I went shopping sprees spending alot of $$ with Junfeng.
2. I went for facial.
3. I painted my toenails bright red.
4. I DIY-painted my fingernails slime green. =)
5. I'm attending Spanish classes 4 days a week.
6. I spend at least 45 mins showering everyday. <--Me-time
7. I cooked dinner for Junfeng.
Cos he had been great the whole week..hee =)
Cooking is real fun when you are good at it..washing is boring.
Oh..and it was fun!! ;P
8. I watch Da Chang Jin everynite.
9. I played Maple story.
I am level 22 warrior!! Yay..
But I think I am going to be thief or magician..their clothes are nicer!! =P
10. I am reading "In search of an impotent man".
Its a good book.. =)

See, everything is "I", no "we".
Know why?
Thats bcos I got no "best friend".

After the JB trip, I fell sick, had to go to the doctor myself.
No care and concern from "best friend"'
And worser till, I had to go for Spanish classes even though I lost my voice..
Sucks-a-doo-doo...

But luckily, Spanish class is soo fun!!
I feel like a kindergarden kid,
with pictures all over the board
and labels on all the furniture in the classroom..
Singing "Happy Birthday" songs (in spanish of cos)!!

So, whats a typical holiday-day for me?
Wake up at 11.30am..
Wash up and prepare for class for an hour..
Spanish class 2-5pm..
Dinner 6-8pm..
Television time all the way till 11pm... (DA CHANG JIN!!!!!)
Maple Story / story book till 1am..
Bedtime..

Yes, yawn..pls yawn..
I am rather bored too....

Oh, you may ask, "So on Friday when you got no class, what do you do?"
And I proudly answer, "I still sleep till 11am, buy fried bee hoon from the market and eat in front of my lappie, watching Tom Yum Koong, and then surf the net and then I blog lo..."

Yawn, yawn, yawnz...
See, thats bcos I dun have a "best friend"
(oh speaking of fried beehoon, I noticed my thighs are abit flabby..I need workout!!!)

Oh, and I am soo damn broke now..
No input at all, couldnt find any job..
Argh..
Just depending on my advert freelance and tuition won't support my HK shopping spree..
Shitz!!!

Any sponsors or loansharks out there?? =)

iHola!
Me llamo Audrey, senorita Audrey Wang.
Tengo veintidos anos.
Soy una chica joven y muy guapa.
Soy Singapapur y soy estudiante en la Universidad.
Vivo en un piso pequeno en el Marsiling.
Muy bonito!! =)
Hasta la vista..!!

What are sad hormones called?

2006-04-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

Does anyone knows the scientific name of sad hormones?
I can't seem to find it on google.
Well anyway, I am damn sad now.

Today is a bad bad day.

I woke up and realized that my account on my windows is missing.
I failed my immune test.
I did not get selected for CUHK.
And I can't find a decent eraser in the stationery shop.

Worst still, my darling is not around to hug me.
I so feel like crying in his arms now.
Haiz...

I wouldn't mind going out for a drink or something.
Although I am pretty fren-less, I sure know of a few kind souls who would meet up with me for a drink.
But I staying home cos I need to mug.

MUTHERPHUCKER SONOFABITCH!!
@#$%$#@
Damn crap.

Ok, i feel better now.
Swearing helps. ;)

2006-04-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

I think there is a serious problem with me.
Thats y i have no friends.

It must be me.

Gahhhhh...Arghhh...
I am just plain jealous..

I need nice clothes, good food...
I dun need you guys anymore ;)

Taking a break

2006-03-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

Dear peeps,

I am gonna take a wee vacation from the blogging scene.
As you prolly had guessed, its exams period again.
Everyone around me is complaining about the overwhelming workload.
Yes, I see it. But strangely enough, I dun feel it.
I am not trying to brag that I am taking it easy cos I am an smarty-ass. I am feeling more of stoned actually. I planned out my schedule, and ain't keeping to it. And yet, I dun feel the least anxious. God wonders why. Anyway, I am trying my best to pull up my socks (those ankle socks). So throw me a few words like "Go gal!", "Work hard lassie!" and turn me on today (to study) !! =)

Love
Audrey

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Some of you may have known that I have shifted in to stay with my brother, in the remote northern part of Singapore that's a stone throw away from Malaysia. I have got my own room and a great Queen size bed which I have overslept in it eversince the first time I slept on it. (Dun understand my sentence? read again!!)
Anyway, staying here is a unique experience.
I felt castrophopic when I first came, but now its starting to fit in pretty well.
I get to see my brother more often now, which I really feel happy about (in a wierd way, considering he still likes to scold and order me around).
But at least I know what he is up to. Heh, his scandalous lovelife..Haha..
He is really worrying me though. He plays WOW every minute he is home, sits in the huge manager chair for hours and orders me to buy food for him. He drinks like 4 cuppa pearl milk tea a day!!
And if I ain''t around, he orders a Big Mac meal + Orea McFlurry and eats his fries with a spoonful of mayonaise. And did I mention he ordered it by Macdonald's delivery, so he pays like almost $12 for each meal delivered to his doorstep!! Haiz
In case you are wondering, I am not complaining, I am worried. I so feel like a mother lah!!
So I have decided to stay around and buy food for him, no matter how lazy I am.
What a lovely and caring sister!! =)

So, date me for a JB shopping trip! Or you can come my house play mahjong!! =)

Photo whoring

2006-03-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

Bored and nothing to do..
A major photo-whoring session..
ThAT night at Altivo...

As usual, the vainpots and the toilet-fetish..

I might be scratching my butt when this was taken...

The birthday MAN and his zuo-yong-you-bao priviledges..
The taboo pic is super suggestive..
Let ya imagination run wild...whahah...

He is obviously not so happy with the boys..

I wasnt supposed to be in, but as usual, I decided to join in..

Believe me when I tell you Aloy is drunk...

Cake, cake, cake.....

More pics just b4 we leave for supper...
Bird cages are really quite comfy...

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Brewerks, sometime back...

Acting cool with Huahua's sunnies..

And then we met "Taufik"...

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Graduation 2004

Gosh, i just miss those days..

KL trip - Nov 2002?

I'll stuck a cucumber up ya ass!! =(

2006-02-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

Damn, I just got scolded by the shutle bus uncle!!!!
Its not that I do not wanna press the bell ok, the frigging kuku bell just does not work la.
Comon, fellow NTU peeps, please stand on my side!!!
That shuttle bus is damn old and konky la, not my fault the bell doesnt sound loud enough rite?
He must be deaf...MUST BE!!!
And to think he had the nerve to scold me, I scolded him back, he scold me again.
Darn darn darn!! argh...

And the birds outside my room are so god-damn noisy. Now I cannot sleep.
I called vampie to complain..Then dunno why he so concerned about the species of the birds so i tell him they are kukubirds.!! Argh..

Anyway...
Its tuesday and its WAFFLE day!!
But darn, I am stuck at NTU. Actually, I am still coming up with a plan to sneak out for some waffles with my darling vampire. Hmmm..how how how??

I have handed up my form for the CUHK exchange. Chinese University of Hong Kong. Yippee!!
I will be in HK from 16th June. Nothing's gonna stop me....!!!!! =)
Not even H5N1 or SARS!! =P

And now, the most important juicy bit of my life this week.
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Ling, Yiqian and Yijie, you gotta swear to secrecy that you not gonna tell / show / reveal this to ya mommy or anyone ok.. Else they will nag, nag, and nag at me for turning into a secret society Ah Lian...
Which obviously I am not..
I just adopted a pet..thats all..
But I am pretty sure they ain't gonna take that, not nicely at least..
And the last thing I want is to explain stuff like "I not Ah Lian ok" or "I not secret society, ok"
So dun tell!! :X
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I AM INKED!!

Hee...22/2/06..
I told Bl and MH that next year its birthday (220206), I gonna find my pet a mate..
And probably it will look like this then =)

Yup, butterfly f*cking butterfly...
So considerate of me rite?? =D

Btw, can anyone enlighten me on why butterflies copulate this way? Dun they do it the ways cows / horses / dogs / snails / ants do it? Its weird..They dun pounce on each other?? And they aint facing each other at all..

Recess

2006-02-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

After endless reports and assignments...finally the RECESS is here!

I started the holidays with a bang on Friday celebrating Aloy's birthday at Altivo. Its damn fun!! I have NEVER been to mount faber, and it was a good first time. The ambience at Altivo was great, but guess we were too rowdy and irritated most people over there..Haha..
We were playing taboo (Aloy's pressie) the whole night and I tell you..we were soo excited, the lovebirds opposite us actually stopped kissing to stare at us a weebit..Well well, who cares rite? We were just being us, the noisy, rowdy group of peeps...
Anyway, taboo is damn fun, especially when you play with a group of real close frens!! Its funny how we read each other's mind..and impressive how we could link one thing to another.
I absolutely LOVE that chemistry!!
Come to think of it, we haven had soo much fun in a long time, haven't we?

I love you guys (too) :)

We then headed to Fengshan 85 for supper. Yummy ba chor mee!! Yum yum yum I tell you!!
Wanted to head to Geylang for some chick-watching, but everyone was too tired..Well well..

I ended the day with Darren telling me a very beautiful story on the way home...So beautiful I suspect he copied / lifted from some chain email thingy..

Long long ago, there was a beautiful House with broken windows. A Repairman walked past the house, and fell in love with her at first sight. He was determined to repair the windows for the House. As he repaired, he was hurt by the hammering and nails but became more and more in love with the House. However, the House could only be grateful to the Repairman but cannot reciprocate his love, for she said, "Thank you, but I gave my heart to my Landlord long ago.." When the windows were repaired, the Landlord came back, the Repairman left, with a broken heart.

Honestly, I think its a beautiful tale and I was touched.
I wish that the Repairman will find another House that he loves... soon...

Saturday was a hapy happy day too.
My darling Vampire brought me to eat Din Tai Fung at Bishan to eat xiao long bao...
And its soo good..i tell you...NONE, i repeat "ZERO" xiao long bao tore!!
yummy yum yum yum..
I reckon they must be facing too much competition from Crystal Jade so they were self-reflecting abit on their baos...and served us good baos!! Which I must say..its a damn good thing...

Then we went to Phin's Steakhouse for what else but STEAK!!
Topped with wild mushroom sauce!!!
fAtanbulously delicious...
Food always makes AUDREY happy.
GOOD FOOD makes AUDREY darn happy!!
Yay yay!!

To top it off, we had MANGO TANGO for desserts...mango smoothie topped with super duper sweet mango cubes..soo soo soo soo yummy!!
Mangoes make AUDREY happy too!!

And it was all on my darling Vampire...
Yay!!! =)

Ok, Sunday was not so happy.
I skipped tuition and skipped NTU job, to go sing KTV with Vampie and his frens, cos its Wenhong's birthday. I think this procastinating thingy is a real bad habit, pushing tuition behind..But I am soo soo sticky to Vampie that I cannot help it..Argh..But I will make sure I will go tuition tomorrow....!!!
I promise!!

Will upload pics later when I get them from BL...lots of pics!! =)

Withdrawal symptoms..

2006-02-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

I can understand if I was ditched yesterday..
I can understand if he is on missionary trip somewhere is Istanbul...

But its only 88hrs since I last saw him..
OK, maybe 88hrs and 14 mins...
Its very very long ago ok......??

I am jumpy, emotional, irritated and tired..
Its like I am forbidden from drugs..
To make things worse, supper was lousy..
=(

I miss you darling...
Buy me the pair of heels that I like..
I dun care...

What would you do if you were raped?

2006-02-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

Me?? I will just die...

I remember not long ago..there was a rape case in Woodlands. Executed by our dearest friends who came all the way from India to build our condos and HDBs, grope gals butt during new year countdowns and hunt gals down in the dark alleys. That girl was raped in a rubbish dump, by the first idiot. Luckily (i dunno if she is lucky or not), someone from the opposite block saw them, and the second idiot did not get his feast that night.

Being raped is sad enough, imagine getting raped in the rubbish dump. While some idiot is trying to poke you, you see a big brown dirty rat run pass you. See...eeeks right?!?!?

Yes, sex is great!!! When you are forced into it, i can really imagine hell.
Like digging your own nose is shiok rite? Imagine I stick my finger in and dig for you...fun anot??

Anyway, I wrote this entry bcos of this idiot no 3..who disgusted me so much that I had been deeply troubled for the past 2 days..

Sashi Kumar Pubalasingam - You should just die!
You know how sometimes I say to people (jokingly and to those I hate), "So many people die, why you haven die?" I really think he should be dead since the first day he was born.

In case some of you need some introduction...
This bastard is an Indian, 23 year old and raped 2 women.
One 67 yr old and another two(one managed to escape), less than 20 yr old, within 24 hours.

I am utterly disgusted by him. So disturbed that I asked Feng in the middle of the night, at bus stops, over the phone, on the trains.."If you are really desperate, would you rape a 67 yr old? Did he bring lubricant with him? Then isn't it painful to poke her butt? How come he can have like so many erections within such a short time?"

Seriously, if you are 23 yr old and have a high sex drive..why do you wanna fuck a 67 yr old? Don't tell me you were fantasizing about Jessica Alba while enjoying the act? I am sure she has wrinkly skin and sagging breasts and do not turn you on as you watch her perform oral sex on you?? Why do you suggest anal sex when a girl tells you she is virgin? And then make her perform oral sex on you? I wonder if she gagged with all the shit all around the dick?

Shamir once told me that it is a "culture" that indian couples have sex without lights and fully clothed. The woman lies on the bed and let the man do everything. I really have no idea how true it is and I honestly have nothing against that since there are really many other traditional cultures that I do not understand anyway. So for God's sake, if you are dying to see a woman naked while you have sex with her, you don't go around raping woman. Not a 67 yr old anyway. -You take train to Kallang, walk 10 mins to Lorong 18, dish out $3o dollars and choose someone (from a list of race, height, age, looks) you want. You can do it in the street alley, in an old storeroom, or if you want luxury, dish out another $50 for an hour in the sleazy hotels just a stone throw away. I am sure they do not have wrinkly skin. And if you want the excitement of raping someone..pay another $20 to ask her to scream "Help. help!"

See, job done. Your dick is happy. The chicken is happy. Everyone is happy.

20 yrs behind bars and 24 strokes of cane is a shitty sentence in my view.
2 years is good enough.

In exchange for the miserable 18 years, Audrey The Mighty Judge will grant dear Kumar 20 pokeys in his ass everyday in Changi Prison. And at the end of 2 years, as a bonus to him..I get a 70 yr fat old woman, please and arouse him..and then when his dick hardens and elongates, old woman will slice Kumar's erected dick up into 20 slices of 0.5cm (given a 10cm erection). I was thinking a jagged knife would be damn torturing, so a jagged blunt knife it shall be. Old woman would then bring the dick slices away and freeze them up in the fridge and make penis -chocolate fondue..just for Mr Kumar.

How nice of me yeah? =)

End of Project Stress-Part I

2006-01-27T13:20:00.000+08:00

I just finished one lab report and one tutorial assignment.
Its something to rejoice about.
Thus I have decided to wash my one-week old laundry, watch 2 more episodes of desperate housewives(its damn good i tell you, i teared) and blog.

Its not the end. Bioinformatics assignment due 10th Feb, test on 17th FEb, Biophysics lab report due 9th Feb. And truck-loads of tutorials not done. Does it just sound sticky and sucky?

WEll, lets have a jolly good cny before we care. =)

Hei Pi Nu Ear!! PUll your ear!!
Gong xi gong xi everyone.!!! =)

x0x0
loves
audrey

A series of events

2006-01-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Ok, recap.

Friday:
I finished yet another redundant practical at 1130 and went back to hall for lunch. I drew up an agenda to study but in the end, I surfed net for hours, blogged for another hour, chat on the phone with feng for hours again. So actual fact, studying took only 2 hours (or less).
Dinner was sumptuous. I had Apollo cake for starters, Nissin laksa noodles for main course, and milo for dessert. Haha..I was actually craving for chicken wings but I was just plain lazy to walk over to Canteen 2! =P
OoOoo, I just checked my timetable. I have shitloads of homework not done.
I'm dead.

Saturday:
Well, in the wee hours of Saturday morning. I watched 4 episodes of Desperate Housewives Season 2!! Haha, I love that show!! And its getting exciting this season!! And especially love jason (lynette's hubby)!!

Woke up late for my primary school meeting 6 hours later. Took my own sweet time to dress up for I often neglect the fact that I am currently "residing" in the far end of Singapore. Thus, I reached an hour late. But very happy to see familiar faces!!
Shamir, Marcus, Jo and AnnAnn!!
None of us changed!! We reminisced about primary school stuff and gossiped and laughed (gosh its been 15 yrs since we knew each other). They are a bunch of people whom you can talk about anything under the sun (See, we were the cool people in class back then, anyone outside our clique - was outcast!!). I really had a real good time. We tried to recall who the class monitress was, tried to recall who sat where, tried to list all all 40 people in P6/3 (but we were still short of 4..argh!!) and tried to figure out who was the one who pulled down jianhui's pants. Anyway, in short, I had lots of fun and laughs in the short 5 hours of brunch, tea, and desserts!! And know what, I am soo thrilled by the fact that throughout the 5 hours, I spoke no more than 20 chinese words..my primary school friends are that english!!
Oh, did i already mentioned I had great fun?? Haha...Yay yay yay to KCPPS!!! =)

Feng came at 6+ to pick me up so we could go Clark Quay for the NUS bash @ MOS!
This is the starting of a series of unfortunate events.
We reached Clark Quay on time, 730pm sharp. The boys will be late, the girls will be late...blah blah blah...We decided to take a romantic stroll along the river but it started raining so we ran across the road to seek shelter in Merchant Court lobby. We waited for 45 mins. And the bloody lobby got no air-con!! Ok, never mind, the boys reached and we went dinner and walked back to MOS. Entered real quick cos we had tickets. And then waited at the main arena again (for dunno what, but for another 30 mins). After the bikini shows blah blah blah, we explored the club abit. Waited outside the toilet for 15 mins. After, we went in 54 and waited for another 15 mins. Got a table and started to think that its something to rejoice then this kuku old man chased us away! Shit you!! Then we went to the bar, everyone was drinking and we waited for another 30 mins.
Ok, everyone is high and ready to dance. We went to Smoove and waited for 30 mins to get in. Squeezed all the way in only to get more squeezy. Never mind...
REJOICE cos we can dance now.
Then suddenly, Feng got angry and walked away. Now I have to squeeze all the way out to look for him.
Know why he got pissed off with me?
Because I followed Darren ahead and never pulled him along!!!
*&^%#
I really dun think I did anything wrong so I flew into a rage. Then this KPO girl kept staring at us. I got so fed-up and shouted at her "See what see?" She prolly got scared and looked away. But I think she was still rather curious, cos I could see her still looking at us, but discreetly. I glared at her with this super "I will slap you anytime now" kinda look. I guess she got soo freaked out... she walked away!!
Yay!!
I tell you, sometimes small eyes can do wonders at glaring. I should really consider if I should get rid of them. =)

Anyway, we cleared the air rather quick. And we left the place early cos I was in no mood to party anymore. Well, but its a blessing in disguise. I did not spend a single cent on drinks!! I have foresight, you see.
1) The kick of alcohol will fade away with all the waiting.
2) If I drank, it would definitely be my fault I left him alone. And under the effect of alcohol, I would prolly just apologise (for something that I did not do wrong).

Well, its not so bad afterall. =)
Oh, and sorry if I ignored you or stared at you or yelled at you. I was in the mood of getting angry. =P

Wardrobe Crisis

2006-01-20T12:14:00.000+08:00

Help me!!
I have fallen into the horrible mid-20s wardrobe crisis.

Clothes at Bugis and Far East now seems kiddish and too "over" for me. Clothes at Metro or Seiyu tends to be too old. Clothes at E-base are too complicated to be understood, much less worn. Clothes at M)phosis are all black (and expensive) and I keep thinking that "If tomorrow sale how??"
So yes, my latest victory are 2 plain tank tops from Topshop. And I tell you, they are same pattern, just different colour!! =)

I am not poor you see. I am very glad to fork out $100 to get 2 tops, one skirt and a pair of nice shoes anytime. But I just can't seem to find anything to allow me to throw my money *blehz* And also, if you know me well enough, I am those kind that save money on little things and get brainless when it comes to Gucci and stuff. God save me. Let me brave thru this crisis with courage (and maybe a few pieces of nice tops).

Also hor, if nothing goes wrong, I will put on braces and look ugly for the next 18 months (starting March). Kokguan (thanks bro!!) found me this nice Dr Leong from JB that cause only RM3600++ (S$1600++) and I am soo tempted la!! So yes, my da-ling vampie is now writing down a list of foods to be eaten before Project Braces!! Top on my list is STEAK!!!
Wish me luck eh! Oh yes, if any of you interested, let me know k. At least I have someone for the journey and some weekend shopping at city square!! Yay yay!!!

On a totally irrelevant note, Do you know that our Mr President earns S$2,507,200 per year? (quote from mr brown on today newspaper) Thats like
$208,933.33 per month,
$6869.04 per day,
$286.21 per hour,
$4.77 per minute ok -
Calculated assuming he works every minute of the day, everyday!!!
So if you have friends or aunties working at Mac'donalds,
1 minute President pay = 1 hr Mac aunty pay?? (corrected thanks to fio...and aloy)

Wah!?! Thats some kind of attainment I would never be able to achieve. Its just like striking first prize toto every 3 months! Haha...shiok rite?

Anyway, these days, Audrey has been a good girl. I went for tuition last wednesday (after skipping 4 lessons) and went for all my classes (except one lecture and one tut) and I reckon thats really a good improvement.
Keep it up,Audrey!! (pats shoulder)

PS: I haven done anything sporty eversince the 12th. =(

Let me tell you GROSS!!

2006-01-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Something to gross you out this weekend.
I'm telling you..

Taiwan sausages look like used tampons...

Do you agree??

**nods**

The Brand New SPORTY Audrey

2006-01-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

By this Sunday, I promise to get a pair of running shoes.

I PROMISE!!!

Its either the pair of Nike at Bukit Panjang Plaza or Asics at the warehouse with Vernon!!

I PROMISE!!

And then let me, Shimeimei, present to you the brand new SPORTY Audrey.

Catch her at the gym, the jogging track, playing badminton, or netball!! (other than the ugly posters all around school and prolly ngee ann)

Haha..Let lao niang show you my li hai!! Haha...

PS: If you had seen me all around NTU, please pretend you dunno me..The photoshoot was a big mistake..Nonetheless, its a great experience..And my money is not in yet..Hope it comes soon!!

Happy New Year

2006-01-07T16:13:00.000+08:00

I am not too late rite..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I did not come up with any new year resolutions, yet. And I think I won't.
But it will be a good year..

School is starting soon (for many others it has alread started, I gave myself 1 more week of holidays), and I will work hard this sem. I promise...

Oh, yes...New Year's Eve at ONE was damn fun..

Cheers..

New Year's Eve..

2005-12-27T13:32:00.000+08:00

I am having a family BBQ at home on New Year's Eve..
That afternoon, I will draw up my 21 New year resolutions.

After,

LETS GO CLUBBING, SHALL WE???

Zouk?? Since MoS will be crowded??
I dun mind DblO or Chinablack cos it has been all time fave for me...
MOMO is fine too!!

Yay!!!!!

Reflections on Xmas Eve

2005-12-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

Its 4.36pm, 24th Dec 2005.
I am still stucked at home with no dates.
Ok, I got a few dates lah. But I haven decided on which to go yet. I ain't that loserish ok!! =)
Its raining cats and dogs in Woodlands. I got bored and decided to give myself a nice Xmas present. I treated myself to a nice body scrub, face scrub, and hair mask. Spent an hour in the crampy bathroom!!
I feel better spiritually now, compared to an hour ago!!
Yay!!!!

Yesterday, I dug out my autograph book from secondary school days to look up a special fren's address, cos I wanted to send her a Xmas card thru snail mail. And then, since I was sooo sooo free, i read thru each and every entry.

I shall blog all the comments and adjectives used to describe me. And show you that Audrey really haven changed in 5 yrs!! You wouldn't need much imagination really, cos its just like the Audrey now..

"As a jedi and as your friend, a person with trust and courage i see.."
Pan Zheng Xiang

"Frank, friendly, easy-going, sometimes unreasonable.."
"Something in my heart tells me we are going to be best frens in the future.."
Shufen

"Your intelligence attracted many attention, esp. amongst the boys.."
Sam Tay

"Clever, determined, stubborn, quite unreasonable, playful.."
Gary

"Stubborn but caring, understanding, great person to chat with.."
Tiong

"Always say you pretty. Don't be like that lah.."
Zhenming

"Smarty is the best word to describe you.."
Weijian

"Emotional, sometimes hot sometimes cold. I find you quite attractive (REALLY).."
Teewei

"You taught me alot of things, good & bad ones..You will always be a good friend of mine.."
Cindy Ng

"You look like Ah-ya.."
Hong Sing

"You are a confident gal, and sometimes you like to bully ppl. Haha.."
Charlene

"You are soo chio I cnnt close my eyes. Wah lao, your figure is so chio my mouth is filled with saliva everytime you walk pass me.."
Guorong

"You are a nice and funny girl.."
Benny

"You are hard to understand and quite unpredictable.."
Xiaoli

"Independent, cheerful, unreasonable & sometimes have mood swings.."
Liyin

"Very informative. Know everything on Earth. Maybe thats y ppl like to chat with you.."
Caitou

"You are a rare species..Bcos you are soo clever.."
Kelvin Heng

"Rather interesting..really intelligent.."
Wan Ting

"Indeed a fren worth having..A nice ultraman to my worthy fren (stuck a glow in dark sticker)"
Weiming

"We were darlings but you ditched me 2 days ago, make me cnnt sleep, eat, work, shit.."
"I feel that you are a good fren to have around, although all you do is complain and grumble.."
Liu Weili

"Gan Qing Fan Lan, Happy also cry, Sad also cry (in chinese)"
KaLeung

"My first impression of you is you very 38. Very friendly, sometimes too friendly..Mood swings"
Meijiao aka 38

"Funny and playful. Always keep our spirits up and make us laugh like siao cha bou.."
"Thru you, I learn that friendship cannot be selfish.."
Xiuqing

"You were the first gal in 1/9 who took the initiative to go around talking to everyone.."
Yonghao

I almost cried after reading Shufen's entry. And I laughed like mad in most entries. So Audrey 5 years ago was such a bitch already. Bimbo is never the word to describe me cos I am smart and do not have big boobs. Although Guorong loved my figure sooo much..Whaha..

I miss Deyi and everyone at Deyi sooooo much..
Ok, its 5.23pm now. I am still blogging..
Lets hope Darren and gang will miss me and Meihua!! Heehee..

PS: Junfeng always say I am crude in my words. Like I say words that I could have skipped. I hope that you guys ain't too offended by the words I say, because I speak from the bottom of my heart. If its ugly, I tell you its ugly. I wun smile thru my teeth and say its nice. (For eg the earrings Alex bought from Taiwan). If you not happy and cnnt take it, tell me in my face. I wun speak like that in front of you since I know you can't accept the truth. (I am not talking abt Alex btw..) Besides, I dun always criticise, I would always try to come up with solutions when I can, if you are even bothered to hear at least...

I am straightforward and not tactless. Saying sweet things to please everyone else wun be my new year's resolution. Audrey dun lie, not for nothing. Not even a white lie. I rather save my karma for more impt things..

My Birthday Dinner @ Pariss

2005-12-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

Lets start e pic-blog with my lousy photography skills to depict my window seat and the pretty view @ Pariss =)

Cold crabs, crayfishies, teppanyaki prawns, cheesy scallops...

International feast: Pepper crabs, sashimi, baked norway fishies, BBQ squid & lobster salad

Lamb chops and fried codfish

Peking Duck

18 cm long Canadian Air-flown oysters

My first attempt!!!! hee

My share did not end up in my stomach..I puked it all out...

Sorry, but it was really too disgusting...

Other food that was in my stomach & later out of my asshole in a 18cm long poo, but not in the photo includes;

Sharksfin soup, Goose liver, Tepanyaki Dory(uber nice), Drunken prawns, Fried beans sprout, Marshmallow fondue, ice-cream, tasteless fruits, cakes and Kuniyaku jelly!!

Seriously, the food is so-so only lah.
The seafood is pretty fresh.but tasteless..
The (some) service staff are friendly.
Lots of Chee-na patrons lo...!! I dun like..

I would go for No Signboard crabs and cereal prawns anytime.

But, I did enjoy my vampire's company.
He's getting sweeter by the day (only sometimes when he is PMS-ing, I need to show him my true colours, then he gets sweet and cute again.)

Date me for my debut RA show please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dress code: Ponchos, umbrella and condoms!!

Yay!!!!!!

The Pink Party

2005-12-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

17th Dec 2005

My Pink Party

Vital Stats: Pink undies, pink top, pink skirt, pink earrings, pink handphone, pink wings, pink wand!!! yay!!

Before you proceed, beware.

This entry is all about Me.

Me.

&

the beautiful lovely pinky Me. =)

Me and Teewei (e other birthday boy)

Me & Junfeng

Me and aunties and cousins

Me and Deyi mates

Me and Poly mates

Me and NUS colleagues

Me and NTU friends

Dear all,

Thanks for making the party a jolly, happy one. Many thanks for those who turned up in PINK!! And thanks to MH, BL, SL, Shawn, Sam, Darren, Aloy, Alex, Aaron & WEnfeng for the wings and wand!! I lurve it!!! Its pink and glittery..my faves!! Yay!!

Thanks for all your pressies..Now, I got lots of jewellery, watches (I got 3!!!), perfume, money (whahah--another fave), Famous Amos cookie (yummy)!!!

Many thanks to my dearest darling Junfeng who helped run errands and do-this-do-that, Vernon who helped taking pics, and of course, Teewei - the other birthday boy. I hope he is not too upset that Meihua's and Baolian's voice is sooo loud that only can hear my name during birthday song. But who ask the Deyi ppl and his Poly frens dun want sing louder. Cheers to you gals...!! hahha...can hear ya voice so distinctly in the video lo..send to you soon!! haha

I think pyjamas party sounds good!! But I am serious, I ain't gonna organise anything like tt anymore. Its tiring. I think its more fun fantasizing about it!! Haha...

I love you all...

Audrey

(10 more hours to the legal age for Ra shows and casinos!!!)

Directions to the chalet

2005-12-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

In case you dunno how to go. Here are the directions..

Venue: Netheravon Bungalow F
Strictly speaking, it is not called Changi Aloha, although it is part of Aloha. It is actually opposite Changi Aloha. So well, if I ain't confusing you, the bungalow is part of Aloha, but not exactly in Aloha. ok??

By Car
Take SLE/TPE (from North), take AYE/ECP or PIE to TPE/SLE (from West) and exit to Loyang Ave (towards Changi Village). *Go along Loyang Ave (it's quite a long and windy route) and turn left into Cranwell Road. Then turn right into Netheravon Road.

By Train
Take the east bound train to Tampines MRT station. From there, you can take Bus 29. The bus should pass Changi Prison after 25 mins. Then it will drive into a long quiet road, you should be alert now and look out for the bungalow on ya right!! You will alight at the bus-stop opposite the bungalow!!

Recently I get very sianz when people tell me my chalet very far. I apologise ok? I could not find any civil servant to help me book Pasir Ris Aloha or any better Changi bungalows earlier ok? And yes, if you are fast enough enough, yes, the pre-war kinda bungalow is very ulu-looking. BUT i think since you are not there to stay for the next 10 years, you dun really wanna harm ya karma and complaining and cursing it that much (especially not on my birthday) rite?

Dear friends,

I shall see ya there on Friday or Saturday (food is served) in PINK preferably. Please come if you really wish, otherwise, its really ok on my side. Cos I understand its at the fucking end of stooopid Singapore and some of you really wouldn't come all the way down to just eat some stoopid dinner and sing a stoopid birthday song.

I was very more excited when I first planned it.

Anyhow, I would really love to see you there.

Cheers =)

The food in Woodlands sucks...

2005-12-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

I realise something..

If you are outta job and think that you can become a hawker to earn a living, but you cant't cook for peanuts, make ya way to Woodlands or Bukit Panjang. You definitely won't starve to death!! Food around this 2 area simply CANNOT MAKE IT!! Take Plaza 888 (coffesshop 100m from my house) for example. Food there sucks big time, anytime, all the time. Everytime when we don't have meals at home, I get very upset cos I have to start brooding abt what to eat. Bcos everything is soo not nice lah!!

Dinner today - seafood soup @ S$3.8o.
Includes, 2 tiny crabsticks (3cm long), one tofu cube (2.5 x 2.5 x 2.5cm), one fish slice (approx. 3 by 4cm), two prawns (one totally inedible cos it looked rotten) and one sotong slice (abit bigger than the fish).

Actually, there is a nice stall here. Cute Chicken (Ke Ai Ji). My favorite dish being 2pc chicken wing rice @S$2.50. But this champion stall (at 888 plaza only) also have its bad day. The worst being once when the rice served was half-cooked, chicken wings burnt on the outside but bloody on the inside, and it was soo god-damned piping hot, that it burnt 2 holes in the styrofoam box. Extra carcinogenic ingredients for crowning it champ!! **yayz**

Ok, enuff of rantings!! I just felt upset about lousy food..let me know if there is indeed good food in Woodlands ok...

And it is in times like this that I miss AMK hawkers sooo badly..AMK rocks!!

Sleeepless..

2005-12-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.

I thought about why so, and then I realised it must be the tea I had @ Ya Kun. SHITE. So, since I can't sleep, I got a wee bit kaypoh and blog-hopped abit. After reading strangers' and ppl-whom-i-dun-likes' blogs, I'm having mixed emotions now. A feeling too complex to be written or comprehended. so nvm lah..

My birthday party is coming soon. and I am all excited. I can't wait to blow the candles and cut the cake, to get my presents, to get countless of hugs and kisses and "happy birthdays"..Somehow something is still missing. I hope my 21st year is a good year for me. The past years had been a nightmare that I sometime wish that I can jolt back to my senses in my AMK house and realise I am still 16.

My savings is running dry. My wishlist is piling high. I can't find a holiday job. I wish I can stop giving tuition. I wanna do so many things. I want to straighten my teeth to be the prettiest bride on the entire Earth, I need to pay for driving lessons cos I am going to drive a BRIGHT PINK AUDI CONVERTIBLE @ 25, ok maybe 30 @ this stoopid turtle rate I am going, I want to buy the Gucci bags that i damn like and MH hates, I want to stop hating everybody, I still want to eat at Lawry's cos i wanted to eat there since donkey years ago, I want go Japan, Hongkong and UK, I want to go back to Scotland just to give Frank a hug and eat scones with strawberry jam, I want to spend 10 hours in Harrods grabbing Tiffany, Burberrys, Vuitton, Gucci, not forgetting Harrods bears and walking out of the door with my spanking new Burberry's trenchcoat and knee-high boots, I want to buy that pink Tag Heuer watch cos i like alot alot, I want to buy that diamond pendant cos i like glittery sparkling stuff, I want to go sun-tanning and jogging cos I am fat and semi-brown-semi-beige in the wrong places, I want to go for facials and a hair job cos my face is blemished and my hair is ugly, I want to go watch movies, I want some entertainment - shopping, eating good food, clubbing, shopping, buying things, I want some shopping kakis, mahjong kakis, kopi kakis, clubbing kakis, tanning kakis...

Please grant me all my I-wants this Xmas...I've been a good gal this year and I promise to be better next year.

No, I am not in depression again.
Yesh, I am fine.. Still gorgeous and beautiful, not to forget, damn-smart(I passed my advance theory 1st attempt ok). *smirks*
Just a little not-so-contented-with-what-I-have.

Oh, you know, I feel a bit short-changed. I bought him a phone for his birthday in March ($400) then now, I wun get my present back. Very lugee rite?? Well, thats a lesson learnt for investment mistakes. Anyway, Junfeng's present will make everything ok!! rite anot darling??*fingers crossed*

I think, I think too much...

2005-12-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

Everytime I pray or wish,
I wish for one thing..
To be happy, happier...

Smiling has become a muscle reflex action..
I wonder if I laugh out of sheer entertaining, or to drown my innermost pain,
People whom I always regarded as friends seems to be drifting away..
Others wear a mask and lie through their teeth, for whatever fucking motive I do not know,
I sometimes think that its my fault..
Or yah, I think I think too much..

I am starting to curl myself up and protect myself like a porcupine..
Spilling out words that hurt people around me..
I am really really sorry...
And no, I do not like being one...

I have been so uptight that I dun even think I had the time to sit down and think what I really want in life, for myself, and for the people around me..

I feel I am losing myself..
I wanna be the happy, carefree girl I used to be..
I need someone to guide me along..

On my birthday this year,
When I make my wish..
I will silently pray, "I wanna be happier.."

Memories of Phuket

2005-12-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

Finally found the "platform" for transferring pics into my comp..
Its a photo-log.. Enjoy...

Us, in the very beautiful Deluxe room, on the sandy bed =)

PhiPhi (pronounced pee-pee) Island

The following picture needs parental guidance. After careful considerations, to teach my Junfeng a lesson, I decided to blog it!! The story goes like this...

On the last night in Phuket, while we were waiting for my favorite fried sting ray, we saw this Aussie who was wearing this pink bikini (stuffed with tissue) and a super low denim skirt. He squeezed his breasts in front of us and since I thought it was uber farni, so I laughed and say "So cute.."

Haha..then this fella got upset and said, "Very cute meh?? I also cute wat.."

So I said, "you wear lo.."

He said "Ok..."

Its ok, I still love you Darling... =)

Wishlist

2005-11-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

Things on wishlists are meant to be wished, not fulfilled.
So there goes..

Tag Heuer F1 Diamond S$4000

Tiffany Elsa Peretti Sevillana S$15,000

Louis Vuitton Musette Tango S$1150

10 Reasons why Phuket Sucks..

2005-11-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

I dislike my Phuket trip..
Let me tell you why..

Reason No 1: Bangkok men are much more handsome compared to Phuket's

Reason No 2: The hotel staff was unfriendly because we had no small change to give as tips. The bed was sandy. And the TV was just too far away from the bed. Breakfast was shit la!! Yucks..

Reason No 3: Out of 10 restuarants, 4 are pubs, 3 sells pasta and pizza, 2 sells american burgers, 0.5 sells coffe, and o.5 sells Thai food, not to mention, lousy, non-authentic thai food

Reason No 4: Because of Reason No 2, I was upset and hungry most of the time..

Reason No 5: Unless you sport brown/blonde hair, hairy chest and legs, blue eyes and look like a robert cai-tou, you are invisible. They think all Asians are as poor as them, so they dun sell things to you!!

Reason No 6: Nevermind if they dun give a heck about me. I still want to shop. But fuckit, there was nothing to buy. I came back with only a pink skirt and a pink bikini that was too small for my butt!! Damn..
Oh, maybe i damn suay lah, there is a huge shopping centre (not open yet) that sells mango, guess, blah blah blah..think i may be happier shopping if it was already open.

Reason No 7: There were loads of massage shops. And I totally hate choosing. And when I finally chose one (although she gave me discount), the massage sucks lah..I was aching all over the other day..

Reason No 8: I was seasick cos the water was soo choppy. and after being seasick for an hour, I only snorkelled for less that half an hour.. Damn sianz..

Reason No 9: It was soo wet the last day, my feet was dirty and soaked with mud because the bloody thai roads are soo uneven, and I couldn't do pedicure that was 150THB...sucks..
Oh yah, dun get bluffed by all those "Phuket is back" shit, that place is still pretty off..No shopping centres..and ppl actually make money by selling you tsunami DVDs..I totally hated that idea..

Reason No 10: I totally, thoroughly, fucking cannot stand farangs with thai gals, who aint't even pretty to start with..I can understand that those gals are poor and need money, but I cannot stand the thought of sleeping around with hairy beasts with huge dicks (maybe). You need to work ya ass off like other fellow Thai gals be it in pizza places or at hotel front desks.
I despise you..but I really can't do anything rite..so nvm...

There are of course fun parts too..

I watched Erin Brockovich, The Fan and many lame shows while we were rotting in the rooms.

I came back victorious with a pink necklace, pink skirt and pink bikini (at least something la)

I ate loads of huge giant prawns, fried stingray and had beer while watching TV..

Snorkelling was preety fun, pink fishies were the cutest!!

I got to know some nice ppl there..Ester (fr. USA) even invited us to her Sheraton Golf Villa, which made me sooo sooo jealous lah...Scott (from Brisbane) who happens to be cute and quite hot (u gotta grab him pheona!!!), Diana and Will who are equally nice ppl was on the snorkelling trip with us..

Disclaimer: I have no dislikes (prior to this trip) for Thailand. I have always been proud of Thailand as it lived up to its Land of Smiles tag all the times I visited Thailand, although everytime I met something unpleasant there. But.. Phuket totally killed Thailand, in my impression at least. So, if you ever ask me, I would say, "Think twice b4 you spent ya money there yah.." =)

Harry Potter_-_Goblet of Fire

2005-11-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter was FANTABULOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Harry Potter looked as goofy as ever,
Spoke with such sexy english accent..

Ron with his silly red hair was funny as usual,
Now, as a teenager, starts cursing and swearing,
But forgivable as he said "bloody hell" in such a sexy english tongue.

Hermione was gorgeous in her periwinkle dress...
Breast abit small, but considering her age...
I'm envious...

Simply love the way they say "Potter" (Pot-turl)
Isn't it just sexy...

Dun like the chinese-HK gal Ah Chou,
Even though I must admit she looked wonderful during the Xmas dance party.

Dun like the two Indian parrots who go around saying "Hi Harry" ..

Dun like Krum, cos he doesnt look shuai..

Dun like the Beauxbaton girls and their "Ahhh...." butterflies fly!!! "Ahhh...." more butterflies fly also...very AAA lo....yucks...

But,

I love MAGIC.
I love unicorns.

Oh and of course,
I love my horny vampire.

I know wat you are thinking!!!
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yah la yah la..abit out of point...
But chin cai laaaa =)

Blink of an eye

2005-11-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

It's over, well, almost..

4 over, one more to go on monday..

And then I will be in Phuket for the rest of the week..

Yup, the SUN, SAND, SEA and MEEEEEEEE!!!!

Envy dao wan yeah?? Haha...

Anyway, to sum in up, cos i got no time on monday, cos i need to go home and take passport and pack and be at the airport at 6+ in the morning...

I wanna declare that:

I am the Queen of Procastination, A BIG FAT PROCASTINATING BITCH.

Ok, everyone procastinates...So whats the big deal rite??

Yah, that made me feel a little better...

Maybe I should still keep that as a 2006 new year resolution,
And just like many many others,
IT will NEVER come true...

Oh oh oh oh ....

After looking at Dawn Yang, I think I should go for plastic too..
I do not need a nosejob, my nose is pretty..
I do not need a change of jawline..Its defined enuff yeah..
EYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS??

Yummy!! =)

PS: If anyone knows who was her plastic surgeon..can tell me please??

Life is perfect...

2005-11-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

Fiona and I agreed that life would be PUURFECT if everyday is as follows..

Wild sex
Hot shower
Pizza with a cry-cry-cry movie on a comfy couch with bf
A cute pizza boy would make it damn good
Meetup with galfrens at coffee club
Calamari, mudpies, many forks to share the sinful indulgences
Bitching, gossiping, just chilling...
Shopping and actually buying stuff without guilt
Chinablack, good music
Many vodka oranges
Cute guys dancing around you
Sleeping in late the next day.....

We ended this whole conversation with..

If only life is like tt lah!!!

Hall 6 Blk 33 Level 4 Room 635

2005-11-10T08:16:00.000+08:00

For the curiousity (ok, in case you care) of friends who haven seen my room in Hall 6.
Here's it...

A wardrobe of beautiful clothes, greenery view, pink bedsheets, study table for endless mugging...

Cheerios..
Blogging early in the morning..if only there is a cup of hot tea... =S

My little dreams...

2005-11-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

When I was younger..
My only dream was to build a happy family..
A home where my beautiful daughter would yearn to come home to..
Where my husband loved me..
Bcos my family was nothing like that..
And Home was just a House..

As I grew a little older and was in KCPPS..
I decided it would be cool to be a teacher..
Bcos of many many school holidays..
And I could smack cheeky students on their knuckles..
But mostly bcos of the few nice teachers who left deep footprintz in my life..

When I went to secondary school,
I decided that the fastest way to get rich is to get married..
Preferably to a old man who is going to die..
And most of all.. FRIGGING RICH!!
I planned to feed him with super "nourishing" supplements and hope he die early,
Leaving ALL his money to me..

Ok, i guess being a mistress is pretty slutty and cheap..
So I came to more concrete plans..
Like opening a boutique..
Shufen was my first partner in mind..
That time, we were very really hippies and often went to coffeebean at J8,
As we studied, and bitched, and gossiped,
We always talked abt "our shop"..
I kinda insisted we named the shop "BARBARA"
Cos thats Shufen's english name..
Well, at least I insisted it was..though she was nv too happy abt it!!
OoO..btw, thats also e place we first saw Xie Ting Feng and then both fell madly in love with him..for awhile at least..

When I came to poly,
That dream still lingered..
But on the very few occasions that I met her,
I most vividly remember once,
When I brought up "Lets open a shop in Far east.."
She replied, "Don't be stupid, everyone says the same thing..It will never be possible.."
I was crushed..
But deep inside I knew she was right..
The dream was far-fetched..at least then...
And it was also the first indication that we have grew up, out of our dreams, and drifting away from each other's circle...

Well well... *sighs*

My latest dream is to own a UOB ladies card..
A platinum one if I marry a rich husband..
But that black plastic card with a red rose would actually suffice for the time-being..
Bcos of that, here I am..mugging for my BsC..

Well, anyway..
Be happy for me now ok..

First, I know I will be happily married with beautiful kids and a wonderful husband, yearly family holidays and a beautiful house as my HOME, have a dog named Yogurt..
So, whoever you are, YOU are a god-damned lucky man to marry me ok..??
Cos although I hate doing housework..I AM A WONDERFUL WIFE IN THE MAKING!!!!
And a goddess in bed **ahem* whahah
So if you are rich, I will bear you at least 6 kids, with no worries of lousy figures..
Cos I can go Expression or Marie France with your money =)

Second, I will work hard and save up and open my shop..
Still name it Babara..Paint the walls pink..
And give 50% discounts to schoolgals I like..

Wish me luck.. =)

我真的累了。。。

2005-10-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

I cried really hard last night...
I had been trying to squeeze out all negative thoughts these days..
But yesterday, I felt really vulnerable and started crying..
Over the phone with Feng, I just broke down..
I feel stupid..lagging...thick in the head..
I wondered how I aced through my poly days..

I thought of how happy I would be if I am still working..
I can buy a car..support it with my tuition allowances..
Put on braces..and then go clubbing every weekend..
Meet up with Xiu over the weekends to go shopping or batam for a massage..
Hang out with my colleagues and drink till high on a FRiday nite..
Plan a holiday every 3 months or soo..

I have no more strength..
I feel stupid most of the time..
And I tell you..
This is FUCKING UNHEALTHY!!!
I am giving up..
I tell myself this is my last shot..
If I am kicked out of this whole scholarship glamour..
I WILL QUIT SCHOOL...
Get a tattoo, put on braces, go on a snorkelling trip, get a job, buy a branded bag, go clubbing every weekend, take up spanish classes, give tuition, learn driving, and buy a car..
Save enough money open my dream shop..
I can well afford all this when I am happier..
I dun need to be fucking rich..
When a man loves you..he will give you everything he has..
And for that, I will be happy with whatever little money we have..
Cos I will be happy at least..Spending happily...

Yes I know,
I see this big L on my forehead..
I feel like a loser too..giving up halfway..
But please forgive me..
Mock at me behind my back..
I can't really bother anymore..
I am really feeling terrible..
I really dunno what to do or expect..

.................

2005-10-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

201 - Circulation, reproduction, estrogen, pregnancy, sensory, ATP, K+, Ca+, VGCC
202 - E.Coli, Gram negative, Malaria, TB, Therapeutic index
203 - Cell junctions, Notch, Apoptosis, Caspases, FRADD
204 - Immunohistochemistry, Cell cultures, PCR, Digestion
205 - T-tests, chi square, parametric, variables, ANOVA

FUCK EXAMS!!!
Bsc in Science..u better be worth my fucking time..

Ooo.. i did get tipsy on Saturday night. 1 vodka orange, some graveyard (yucks), 2 sips of beer and 2 frigging waterfall. Shaked my boogie happily with the top 40s that DJ @ Momo spun. Got a gorgeous top. NO GUCCI bag yet though...No Fish and Co. But nice home-cooked food and FRESH MEIJI MILK.

Sometimes, smaller things in life make you happy too.. =)

Life is short...

2005-10-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Solemn faces..
Teary eyes..
Hugs and words of comfort exchanged..

I was at a funeral again..
This time at my doorstep..
A distant relative of mine died..
40 year old man..
Drowned in biathalon..
Left behind a cancer-stricken wife..
And 2 children..7 & 10..
And parents 70 and above..

I've been to 2 funerals in this month..
I hope there is no more...

Life is short...
I pray for the safety of each and everyone of you...

As Bitter as Wormwood...

2005-10-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

I am feeling bitter again..
Sleeping too much..
TRying desperately to study but always in vain..
I hold grudges of some of my dearest friends..
Vent my anger on Handsome..
And cried myself to sleep that night..
Not because of the fact we argued..
But because I feel stupid..
I am losing faith..
The confidence that I always had has drained away..
Too fast that I feel I am losing myself..

I am losing hope..
Friends keep telling me that "Gal, you can do it!"
Thanks for the motivation..
But I fear I can't live up to expections..
Of my frens, my family and utimately..of myself..
I feel everything is wrong..
I am at pit bottom again..

I wanna go shopping, go clubbing, get wasted..
Buy a gorgeous shirt, get a branded bag..
Down some 6 apple cidal..3 tequila pops..10 vodka orange..1 beer..
Eat good food like that Japanese BBQ at Riverside Quay,
or Fish and Co that I had been lusting for..
Sleep in on a weekend afternoon..watch TV..and rot..

BUT I CANt'T..
I haven done anything like that eversince I started school..
Eversince I am a NANYANG SCHOLAR..
I wake up to study..
Study until I sleep..
Eat cup noodles for dinner..
Treat myself with some Apollo bread and sweets and choc milk..
Thinking that they may make me happier..

Well, ironically..
Its gonna end soon..
You aint gonna be a scholar anymore..
Cos you are shitty in ya results..
And you are of no use to NTU at all....

I miss my lil office is NUS..
I need a hug..
I want to cry..

Goodbye Audrey..

2005-10-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

Recently I learned about the death of an acquaintance..
Acquaintance meaning I never had her hp no..
Never had her MSN..
Never really hang out with her..

I think I met her 4 times
First time @ Rav
Second @ Chinablack
Third @ Zouk
Fourth and last time @ Chinablack..

The fact that I am blogging abt her and her passing on..
Is bcos..I always think of her..
Always..Very often..
Eversince I knew of her death..
I was extremely shocked when I first knew abt it..
Deeply saddenly again when Darren told me the whole story..
She died in a car crash...

It is a pity..
She was a beautiful girl..
Long wavy hair, pretty eyes and a big smile..
And she was the first girl named AUDREY whom I actually liked..
I had always been turned off by gals named Audrey (other than myself of cos)
Bcos Audrey is a beautiful name, meant for beautiful people...
And all, except her, was not worthy of thy name..

I am sad and very sorry she left..
Meaning I will never ever see her again..
She seems a good girl..
A nice girlfriend..
Someone whom you wanna go shopping with..go clubbing with..and bitch with at cafes for hours and hours..

Its really an irony that I miss her quite so much..
Its maybe a pity I never got to know her better..
Whatever it is..
Goodbye Audrey..
I will remember you for a long, long time..

Alex's Birthday...

2005-10-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

I get upset bcos we seldom meet-up.. So I myself appreciate the times we are together.. Therefore I hope you too do share the same feelings...

F R I E N D S 4 E V E R !!

Alex 21st Birthday!!

Cheers =)

That is Zhong Guo Cha (China Tea) he is holding..not XO wor...

The Boyz..

The Girlz

Food, food, glorious food... @Crystal Jade

I was the model for Crystal Jade that nite..

Look at my big mouth...Yummy!!!

Meihua joins in the fun.. =)

Posing for more pics...

Now..after the birthday song shouting (haha..we never change)

Alex WISHES...BLOWS...AND CUTS...

Presents...I love presents!!!

Adidas Polo, Sexy Black Boxers, Esprit Shirt, Lemon Yellow Long sleeve shirt...

Too many presents...Alex scratches head...

The wedding dinner picture!!

!!!!!!Yum seng!!!!!!

Fiona and Samuel missing...

Off to C.a.n. Cafe...

Darren did not leave us..thumbs up..

Our friendship is again strengthened by ya anti-chee hong-ness

Let's celebrate with a mass oil blotting session!!

Eeeks..soo oily!! =(

Drink!! Drink !!

Dun I look naked..?? Whaha =P

Siewling and Wenfeng abt to perform a spectacular french-kissing demo...

Step 1: Paiseh....

Paparazzi on the mark...

Finally...the TONGUEY moment..

But i nv see the tongue =(

Suddenly...7 people scurried away from Can cafe..

"Faster leave..." says Baolian...

Cos the boss only charged us for two buckets of beer!!

Damn cheapo rite.... Whahaha...

Happy Birthday Lad..

Like I say...

F R I E N D S 4 E V E R!!!

2345hrs Friday 13 Oct 1999

2005-10-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

That night..
I started my journey of happiness..
Only to crush it with my own hands 2 yrs later..

Today..6 yrs later..
I have made a resolution..
I will move on..
My prince has come..
And he is bringing me..
To another chapter of my life..

That chapter is past tense..
I will look forward to the new one..
Moving on is sad..
Letting go of regrets is sad..
But to live my whole life in despair and regrets is a far worse fate..

You left many memories in my heart..
The most beautiful ones thus far..
You have found a new love..
So have I..
Lets move on with our lives..

If you ever read this..
I wanna let you know..
I was sorry that I left you..
And I hated you for forgetting me that soon too..
It is this love and hatred that kept me going for another 3 yrs..

Today..
I have forgiven you..and myself..
So I can move on..
With a man who loves me more than you do..

To Shawn....

2005-10-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

Congrats on passing ya driving..
I couldnt say it on ya "SQUEALS"
It just refused me...
=(
Anyway..yah..the message is "congrats!!"

I also wanna go clubbing
Zouk..20 OCt..someone jio me la..
If i say no..then ask again..nicely...
Then I will go!!!

Love ya all lots..

I found my prince..

2005-10-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

Its 12 Oct..
A special day for me and Junfeng =)

Yesterday I told him something that I nv thought I would ever confess,
That he sets me free from my past regrets..
My memories of my ex-ex-boyfren..
Which had been huanting me everyday for the past 3 yrs..

Frens who know me would know I am still in love with him..
The reason why I dun have a friendster is bcos of him..
I used to kill myself bcos of him..
And I teared in buses thinking its all my fault he left me...

Junfeng was all cool about it,
Although I know deep in his heart he must be disappointed..
That I still think..
I would be disappointed too...
And my reaction would be definitely terribly nasty..
Therefore, I felt more in love when I realised that he was willing to help me erase my past..

I reassured him that the memories had taken its toll and I am no longer sadden by it..
Memories are just memories..
And I have moved on with my life..
To a new chapter where Junfeng plays the lead character..
And I am a princess..
I am happy...

Hall life has been fun thus far..
My rate of knowing fren is climbing like money-losing stocks..
My rate of studying has improved quite a bit anyway..
I have decided to stay in hall for good..
Although I am saddened I cant see my aunty and cousins much..
My aunty would call every other day and ask me to go home for dinner..
I am very happy that she really bothers to..
She has thus taken the role of the 2nd most important woman in my life,
Sometimes, I feel sad that I dun get to see my cousins much,
Dun get to chit chat with them over dinner..

Junfeng always reassured me that things will get better after my exams..
That I can bring them out after my exams..
And I am happy for his moral support...

Its the curse of a woman..
The surge of hormones are working and I feel emotional writing this entry..
I am gonna bath..dress up nicely..go for lecture..
Then my ultimate date with prince charming!! =)

Isn't it suppose to be a happy year?

2005-10-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

I tot 2005 would be a happy yr for most of us..
All of us are turning 21..
Meet up on saturdays in parts of Sg where you would nv be otherwise..
Weiming just passed out from OCS..
Shufen, XiuQing and Liyin are happily working..and in love...
I am busy (and happily) studying..
Fiona is happy in Brisbane..
MH is happy, SL is happy, BL is happy..
Alex is happy..Darren is horny(whaha), Aloy is happy, Shawn is happy..
And of cos, JF must be happy too!! =)

But yesterday I got a call..
From someone I haven heard in a while..
Abt a news I wished I nv would hear..
A fren's dad just passed away..
I suddenly felt sorry for him..
Its ironic how I just saw him two days ago..
Happy and jovial as he always is..

Going to the wake brought back painful memories..
Those of my family preparing for my gram's funeral..
You dun grieve..you just dun time time for it..
All you have time is placing peanuts on e table, serving drinks..
Pray and pray and pray some stupid nonsensical stuff!!
Ppl expect you to be very sad...
You just dun have time to be sad..

After I stormed through the heavy rain back to my hall..
I was wet and tired and upset..
And I received another sms..
That a fren's fren had died..
I guess he sent it to the wrong person??
Cos I do not know any Alvin..
But it definitely sent chills down my spine..
Isit a sign??

I hate deaths..
Its the scariest thing that can every happen to anyone..

I know its wierd coming from me, BUT
Treasure ya loved ones yah?? =)

I am a SIX-ian

2005-09-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

I stay in Hall 6. Blk 33. Level 4. Room 635.

Its dusty..
Pretty quiet..
And very hot!!

I have an interesting roommate..
I was soo relieved that she is clean..and NICE..
The only drawback is that its really warm at night..
And its really really dusty!!

Like usual,
I dun have much friends..
I hope things keep up soon...

I will post pics of my room when I do it up!!
And when I am less sick..

Schoolwork is overwhelming
Partly bcos I keep procastinating!!

I need to do some shit abt that habit of mine..
Before its just too late....

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST!!!

2005-09-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

I know its soo damn early ( its 3 months ahead) but I am sooo
EXCITED!!!!!

I have come up with a wishlist...
BUY IT FOR ME - PleAse!!! PrEtTy pLeAsE!!!!

Haha....
I know I very thick skin...
But its only once in your life you are 21 you know??

I am going to be 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yipppeee!!!!

Ok..hold your breath..
Here goes...
(its cheapest to most expensive)

Shopping Vouchers : Price range from S$10 to S$50 bucks..

Popular (i can buy my textbook nxt sem),

Tangs, Takashimaya, Levis, all can...

Money!! Money!! Money!!! S$1 onwards..

I need money for my braces!! and double eyelids!!!

m)phosis tops and skirts -from S$19.90 to S$51.45

I like halters, short skirts.. =)

Xodus pigskin ballerina shoes (Size6) PINK - S$59.90

Dun touch if you are halah!!

Buy only if there is a sale ok...if not very lugi...

DKNY Digital Watch - Green strap - S$196

I love this... love this...

Buy only got 20% sale ok...

Guess Pink Chronograph Watch - S$230??

PINk PINK!! NIce...

A cheaper version to my tag katrina!!!

Buy only if got sale ok??

Vuitton Mongram Coin Purse - S$245

Let you have a chance to shop in LV...

A long time favorite!!!

OSIM iSQueeze - S$599
Orgasm Guaranteed!!!

GUCCi Horsekin Tote Bag - S$600

Strongly discouraged by Meihua and Baolian

But i still like leiz..

Will look nice as a schoolbag although i wun use it to book seats in canteen anymore...

tbc.....heehee...

BREASTS!!

2005-09-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

I guess I am deeply troubled with my Physiology tests..
Therefore I keep posting about body parts here..
Your body (including mine) is amazing..

It can do wonders to other people..
Physically, Emotionally, Psychologically, Sexually...
Many women are unsatistified with their breasts..
Fierce melons or fluffy pillows they call it..
Molehills I call mine..

And many love to make a mountain out of their molehills...
Many girls envy other girls with big boobs..
I always envy girls with big eyes too..
Do other girls envy me??
Maybe, for my big brains??

A dream..

2005-09-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of a newborn...

It signifies a new beginning....

Money not enough!!

2005-09-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

Thats my brain scan!!!
Few days ago, I went to be a guinea pig for a IBS research study.
Got electrocuted 21times on my finger!!
Soaked my feet in icy cold water for 30s, 14 cycles!!
THAT was the most painful thing that you could ever imagine.
Lied in a white coffin where MRI was performed.
When I was rised into the big hollow machine,
I felt as if I was send to my own grave.
A WHITE one...
Well, all that for S$200!!
I told myself that i would reward myself with something good with that money...

I am happier when I think of spending the money.
That I earned through blood and sweat!!!

WE ARE SPECTACULAR!!!!

2005-09-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

SPECTCULAR!!!

NP - Nanyang Scholars...

2005-09-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

I am tired.....

I miss sooo many ppl....

My paper is finally published...

Shall upload it when I have time...

My student life yet far....

2005-09-02T09:21:00.000+08:00

$$ not in yet..
I also dunno why...
Very poor... =(

Should be staying in hostel in Oct..
Kinda looking forward to it..
At least I dun need to travel from Woodlands to Boonlay everyday..
Its damn tiring you know...

Mugging since last week...
Had a test just yesterday..
Think I did pretty bad...
Feel a little stupid..
Feel that I ain't that smart anymore...
Cnnt really grasp the concepts anymore..
Met Peiqi on the bus..
Equally shitty situation..
She thinks she landed in a smelly pile of brownish poo...
Well, she is not alone...

Came to class at 830..
Went into an empty lab...
I thought I am in the wrong class...
So I called my darling lab tech..
She say class is at 930..
I feel so god-damn kuku...
Should have slept longer...
ARgh....

Reading "5 people you meet in heaven"...
Good book...
Stirs emotions in me...
I love reading...
On the trains, on the buses, and curled up on my bed..
But I just hate it when the reading materials are lecture notez...

I think I gonna join some student activities..
Baolian gonna help me..
There's a plus and a minus...
Plus =Studentlife gonna be more fun and enrich and I can fulfill my scholar's requirement..
Minus = After all the mugging..do i still have time...

OoOpz...now i realise I am late for class...
Gtg....

Miss ya all...

Whoever you are....

Cheers

A letter to all....

2005-08-27T10:51:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I have not been able to blog recently..
Bcos I have been studying hard..
Real hard you see..
I am kinda stressed..
Cos test is coming up next week..
And I still dun understand most of the lectures..
Being a NANYANG SCHOLAR is pretty stressful you know..
I have to remember that I HAVE TO DO WELL...

So, there you are..
A very stressed-up but still very pretty Audrey - e NANYANG SCHOLAR..

Like Vernon said..
I wish I have 25hrs everyday..
So that I have time for frens, to eat good food, to go tuition and even self-study abit..
But I really cnnt squeeze time anywhere anymore..
And that is just "SUCKY"...

I long for a holiday..
Am thinking of a beach getaway..
Meihua, Shawn...are we still going Redang or Tioman??
I need the sun, the sea, and the sand...
And maybe a handful of bust cream!! Whahah...

Haiz..I gotta go back to studies soon...

Experimental Techniques..

Cloning
Transformation
PCR
Vectors
Poly A Tail
DNA Polymerase

Anything sounds familiar??

Yours sincerely,
NANYANG STOOOOPID SCHOLAR

PS: I love you guys....

Wanna know the juicy details?? Call me...

2005-08-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

Prof Chua said:
"I am inclined not to give you the scholarship!! You were disloyal to NTU!! So tell me why you deserve it once again..."

5 mins later (after a long and persuasive verdict) he said:
"I will put you at ease..I will give you the scholarship...But you still have to convince me further that you deserve it..."

Another 10 mins later:
"Pls work hard, graduate and be a good citizen!!"

"Yes sir, I will..."

I am praying hard...

I am happy...

2005-08-17T09:25:00.000+08:00

Some said: "Good for you..."
Some said: "Congrats..."
Some said: "You are so damn lucky..."

I say: "I am happy!!"

Because..

I

AM

A

NANYANG

SCHOLAR

!!!!!

=)

Many ppl to thank...
Baolian...who got so excited with me...
Fiona...who brainstorm and spotted questions with me...
Meihua..for the never-dying flow of words of encouragement...
Prof Lars and Dr Sze who have hopes of me doing well...
Prof Chua...who although made things difficult for me...but still gave me the scholarship...
NTU admin ladies...who were as busy as a bee just to do evrything for me...
And of course NUS...for pissing me off to becoming an even richer gal...
Now my fixed asset is confirmed at 10k!!! whaha...

Whatever I do..its just not enuff...

2005-08-14T12:18:00.000+08:00

I remember...
After I broke up with Tiong and was together with Lewis..
I was (tried to) pretty nice to Lewis..
I cared about him alot because I was soo in love with him..
Shufen then asked me,
"Why are you soo good to him? I nv see you soo nice to Tiong before..."
I shrugged my shoulders...

Now..
I am trying my best to be nice...
To be as demure, virtuous, less flirtatious as I can be...
But all I get are loads of back-stabbing...
From frens of mine..
From people I hardly know..
Or well, whom hardly know me...

After many weeks of collection of negative feedback...
I finally teared..
I am not sad...
Not upset..
Just tired...

There are many gals in the whole wide world..
And of cos many different categories of gals..
If there are good ones..
There are definitely bad ones..

I, Audrey Wang, can proudly declare I am not the best...
Or do I fall into the "good" category..
But I definitely do not fall into the "fucking lousy" category...

I try me best to be nice to frens..
Maybe I am a lousier fren than Meihua or Baolian or Fiona or Siewling is to me..
But I still am always there for them..

I do not make any effort to meet up with Xiu or Fen..
But I always still miss them..

I try me best to be nice to my little cousins..
Although I always break my promise abt bringing them here and there..
At least I would feel gulity when they remind me that I broke my promise..again...

I try me best to be nice to junfeng..
But fucking not-surprisingly..
My goody-two-shoes act is not enuff...
Bcos he is always better than me..
I am not upset..
Bcos thats part of the reason how i can fall in love with him...

It freaking ironic that his frens think I am a bitch character...
But my frens think that he is the nice one and I am bullying him..
I dun blame anyone..
If I am not me..
I think the same way too..

In case you care to know...
I DO NOT take advantage of him...
I treasure him too much to do that...

I only have myself to blame....

2005-08-11T10:46:00.000+08:00

You know what...??

I wrote a letter to NTU and asked them to take me back..
Better still, give me the scholarship again..
Frankly,
If I am the Dean of Admissions,
I wouldn't take me back...
How can an indecisive bimbo be a Nanyang Scholar??

So WHY??
Why did I suddenly chicken out??
Because it suddenly hit me that its alot of money that I am losing out...
Let me do you the sums...
School fees.. $3000 x 8 semesters = $24,000
Allowances..$5000 x 3 yrs = $15,000
Total..$39,000!!!!!
Its a no-joke figure ok?
Especially for someone like me who had to work my ass off to pay for my school fees ever since my secondary school days..

I admit I kinda regarded NTU as a backup,
The "2nd best" sort of thing..
But NUS is really pissing me off..
Probably I am a bit terrified by the overwhelming workload..
Not to forget the no. of Indian scholars...and very kiasu JC kids...

And I am kinda lucky to have Weili as my classmate..
We kinda stick out with each other most of the time..
As we are both "dao" and very anti-social and "bo-chup"...
Haha...
I ponteng..he also ponteng...
I got no notes...he also dun have...
Haha...
How to survive??

How was my little holiday??
Good....Fanta-bulous!!!
Went to Penang - Genting - KL - JB...
Not that its not worth mentioning...
But there are really many other things I need to fret..bitch..scream...and let off some steam...
But something worth mentioning is that...
The food in penang was supa-delicious!!!
Only that it gave me the runs ever since last week...
Assam laksa, prawn mee, rojak, satay, chao kway teow, mee suan...
Yummy yummy!!
Penang was much more fun than KL and Genting...
Air was too polluted...
And my ultimate shopping plans did not really work out...
I only managed to dig a few miserable pieces of garment..
But..
I managed to find my square cut jeans for only RM179!!
Authentic ok?????
And looks nice on me wor!!!
Hahah....

Know what..
My next thing to fret..
What if NTU says "Yes...you are welcome to come back??"
HOW???????????????????

A little holiday...

2005-08-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day of work...
As Prof Urs made his thank you speech to me..
I just sat there and smiled...
I nodded my head at times..
And tried hard not to look stupid...
I was actually at a loss of words...

This Aug 2005 is a new phase in my life..
I will play hard...work even harder to achieve my goals...

Will be in Malaysia for the next six days...
So long....

Top 20 My Foot!!

2005-07-29T10:22:00.000+08:00

As the days draw nearer to the start of school and to the end of my working life,
My heart feels heavier...
I feel ill most of the time..
My nose and my tummy just dun feel rite all the time..
I wonder if I am really ill,
Or is it pyschological??

Suddenly, I feel that I was duped into this whole NUS TOP 20 shit...
The administration sucks..
The staff sucks...
And to think I rejected NTU for NUS even when I was promised lots of money over there..
Guess I brought all this shit to myself...

It started when I attended NUS course briefing...
Everything was tailored to a JC student...
I felt so boliao that I had to leave in the middle of the talk...

Then when I am supposed to take adavance placements..
I was pinning high hopes to get exemptions for some modules..
So I could graduate earlier like I planned..
I was wrong...
The paper was out to kill...
And now NUS can definitely pocket one more semester of school fees from me..

Yes, my mom always say..."When in doubt...ASK!!"
I did that...
I called and asked what modules am I exactly exempted for..
The lady told me "I dunno leiz..u have to wait then maybe they will email you..."
I called and asked which timetable am I supposed to follow..
Another lady told me "The dates are over already...You should check the website everyday..."
I went to the office to get a form so that I do not have to take modules which will only lengthen my undergrad studies...
I stood there like a fool, not being attended, listening to two bitches talk abt their stupid city harvest church wedding and how much each table costs!!

Yes..I am upset...and fucking angry...
I am upset because I regret my choice(s)...
I am upset because it is only now that I realise..
With a good diploma (and no money),
You should not hope for exemptions..
You should only hope that they dun give you extra modules...
And if you have a choice..
Go with the flow..
Go to a JC..
Not a poly..
Life is soo much more difficult for one poly kid...

I realise I have not been smiling as much recently...

2005-07-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I blogged...
Partly because the compie at home crashed...
And my workstation is kinda "snatched" away...
Well, selfish me has snatched it back...
Even though I think I shouldn't really be sitting here anymore...

Last Friday was a super duper fun drinking session at Kokting's house...
Many reasons to celebrate...
WF's and Cindy's birthday..
And of cos, my leaving.....
I always pictured that I will cry when I make my farewell speech...
To the people who inspired, motivated, helped me...and of cos, irritated me...
But somehow, recently, I am soo eager to just leave this place...
Because I feel nothing here belongs to me anymore...

Saturday was Meihua's orange party...
Crowd was fun...
JF was with me...
Food (did i mention the stingrays) was great...
But my orange top turned red...
Sorry MH, I really bought it as a orange top...
Dunno why it became red....???????

Sunday was Alex's OCS Commission...
I was very proud of Alex...
No one in our clique would imagine that he actually survived it!!!
Amongst the 5 boys...he was the ultimate bummer..
But he became the OFFICER!!
He looked very smart in that white, neatly pressed uniform...
The whole parade was something to remember...

I dunno why...
But I am already looking forward to my graduation day....
(even though I haven even started school)

All my frens are materialistic and horny bitches / bastards (thats Darren)...
They choose to side JF when I am unhappy...
I guess I am just paranoid...
And dear parasitologist Fiona preached "Paranoidism is the cause to many breakups.."
I was pretty unhappy abt news that I gathered and by my own thoughts..
A few weeks ago, I thought that maybe this time round...
That I will be nonchalant abt most things...
But I was wrong...
Look how I blew my top over some stupid SMS-es...
And you know I really really cared...
Or rather...how nasty I can get when I am jealous...
I really wouldn't give a damn if it was only a one-way traffic...
I can't help but to think that the conversation (whatever it was) was mutually flirtatious...

On my way to work..

2005-07-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up especially early...
Bcos I had lab meeting at 9am...
I haven report for work at 9am for a long time...
And to think I organised this lab meeting...

On my way to work...

I saw the latest edition of Her World...
I bought it from the nasty PRC at Woodlands MRT station...
Surprisingly, she is not nasty today... =)

I also realised that I have a pretty side view...
Prettier than my front view...
And a very impish grin...
I like it!!! =)

And I also realised something else...
From now till next year...
Or maybe longer...
There wun be a complete group picture anymore...
Not even at Meihua's orange party...
We may have new members such as Junfeng and Wenfeng...
But I feel its just ain't the same...
Alex was often not around throughout this year..
Fiona would be gone until next year...
If Fiona returns next June,
Maybe then it will be Meihua's turn to fly...
Then followed by Shawn and Darren...

I dated back to the last time all 10 of us smiled/grinned happily into the camera...
It was my birthday / Xmas celebration last Dec..
And the other time was during Grad day... (May 04)

Ironically, its one group picture every half a year...
And the latest (without Alex) was last Fri when Fiona left..

Time flies...
Hope we will be able to take another group pic soon...

NKF Scandal

2005-07-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their own view...

I just feel that he is one smart Indian man...
One smart greedy Indian man who was tempted by riches...
Or maybe...since he decide his own pay...
Might as well take more la..
I wouldn't reject a pay like that too...

Most rich men are smart people...
Some rich people are rich bcos they do bad things...
People who wanna get rich but are not too smart...
Can only go rob the bank...
Well, you may not even find $600,000 in the bank...

I wonder if one day of he gets kidney failure and needs dialysis..
Will he be sponsored by NKF??
When my gram got kidney failure..
All they offered was a bag and tubes stucked to and sticking out of her stomach...
And that she can "mind her own business" at home...
Because she was too old, dying and not worth saving??

Anyway..
I saw this link from Thad's blog...
Its farni...
And its been so long I have heard such lingo...
Reminds me of Versace jeans, armani hair, orange combs....

Have a laugh...
www.rockson.blogspot.com

Audrey - The Expert Kisser

2005-07-16T19:36:00.000+08:00

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
Your kisses are truly unforgettable

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right

Wanna kiss me???