Friday, July 29, 2005
Top 20 My Foot!!
As the days draw nearer to the start of school and to the end of my working life,
My heart feels heavier...
I feel ill most of the time..
My nose and my tummy just dun feel rite all the time..
I wonder if I am really ill,
Or is it pyschological??
Suddenly, I feel that I was duped into this whole NUS TOP 20 shit...
The administration sucks..
The staff sucks...
And to think I rejected NTU for NUS even when I was promised lots of money over there..
Guess I brought all this shit to myself...
It started when I attended NUS course briefing...
Everything was tailored to a JC student...
I felt so boliao that I had to leave in the middle of the talk...
Then when I am supposed to take adavance placements..
I was pinning high hopes to get exemptions for some modules..
So I could graduate earlier like I planned..
I was wrong...
The paper was out to kill...
And now NUS can definitely pocket one more semester of school fees from me..
Yes, my mom always say..."When in doubt...ASK!!"
I did that...
I called and asked what modules am I exactly exempted for..
The lady told me "I dunno leiz..u have to wait then maybe they will email you..."
I called and asked which timetable am I supposed to follow..
Another lady told me "The dates are over already...You should check the website everyday..."
I went to the office to get a form so that I do not have to take modules which will only lengthen my undergrad studies...
I stood there like a fool, not being attended, listening to two bitches talk abt their stupid city harvest church wedding and how much each table costs!!
Yes..I am upset...and fucking angry...
I am upset because I regret my choice(s)...
I am upset because it is only now that I realise..
With a good diploma (and no money),
You should not hope for exemptions..
You should only hope that they dun give you extra modules...
And if you have a choice..
Go with the flow..
Go to a JC..
Not a poly..
Life is soo much more difficult for one poly kid...
|10:22 AM|
