Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I realise I have not been smiling as much recently...
Its been a long time since I blogged...
Partly because the compie at home crashed...
And my workstation is kinda "snatched" away...
Well, selfish me has snatched it back...
Even though I think I shouldn't really be sitting here anymore...
Last Friday was a super duper fun drinking session at Kokting's house...
Many reasons to celebrate...
WF's and Cindy's birthday..
And of cos, my leaving.....
I always pictured that I will cry when I make my farewell speech...
To the people who inspired, motivated, helped me...and of cos, irritated me...
But somehow, recently, I am soo eager to just leave this place...
Because I feel nothing here belongs to me anymore...
Saturday was Meihua's orange party...
Crowd was fun...
JF was with me...
Food
(did i mention the stingrays) was great...
But my orange top turned red...
Sorry MH, I really bought it as a orange top...
Dunno why it became red....???????
Sunday was Alex's OCS Commission...
I was very proud of Alex...
No one in our clique would imagine that he actually survived it!!!
Amongst the 5 boys...he was the ultimate bummer..
But he became the OFFICER!!
He looked very smart in that white, neatly pressed uniform...
The whole parade was something to remember...
I dunno why...
But I am already looking forward to my graduation day....
(even though I haven even started school)All my frens are materialistic and horny bitches / bastards (thats Darren)...
They choose to side JF when I am unhappy...
I guess I am just paranoid...
And dear parasitologist Fiona preached
"Paranoidism is the cause to many breakups.."I was pretty unhappy abt news that I gathered and by my own thoughts..
A few weeks ago, I thought that maybe this time round...
That I will be nonchalant abt most things...
But I was wrong...
Look how I blew my top over some stupid SMS-es...
And you know I really really cared...
Or rather...how nasty I can get when I am jealous...
I really wouldn't give a damn if it was only a one-way traffic...
I can't help but to think that the conversation (whatever it was) was mutually flirtatious...
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