Saturday, July 16, 2005
Fiona is really gone...
I told myself not to cry...
I told myself its for a happy reason...
When Fiona walked around hugging everyone...
And I was on the verge of tears...
I cracked a stupid joke...
And forced myself not to cry...
And I did not...
So I do not need to treat supper too!!! =)
At the departure gate,
Fiona shook my hands vigorously and said,
"I will miss you...and I will graduate earlier than you...but still I am happy for you..."
I am happy for myself too...for you as well...
Study hard...
We will miss you...
All the best...
Wear my scarf yah...
Even though I saw ya sis gave you one already...
I dun mind losing to her...
Hers is "ai xin" brand one...
The airport bought back fond memories of my Scotland trip...
I was dead drunk two days before departure and was screaming "I don't wanna go Scotland!"
On the day itself, I remembered my uncle dropped by the airport entrance and only told me to be careful...
At the airport, Lewis was with me all the way...
I was also greeted by my poly frens and Shufen and Guangrong and some of her poly frens..
Sean and Shunjie got me a lucky charm...which made me soo damn touched..
Anyway, I think I am such a loser cos I cried so much more than Fiona even though I am leaving only for like "4months+?"...
I cried because Shufen cried...
Baolian teared (if I did not remember wrongly) and then I cried again..
I hugged Lewis and cried again...
Last night,
I asked Junfeng if he would cry if I was the one leaving...
He refused to answer my question...
And ask me back "Then what about me?"
I asked him to go find another gal to "sub" me while I am gone... =)
I hope and am really hoping that I would be able to go for a exchange/YEP while I am in NUS...
YEP is a long-time wish and Exchange is one of the perks that made me wanna study locally...
Not to mention I really dun have $30k to go Australia...
Wish me luck...come send me off when that day comes...
|6:20 PM|
