Wednesday, June 08, 2005
One year anniversary for my working life!!!!
Boys and Gals, On ya speakers!!! I attached a song to my blog!!! =)
Today is 08/06/2005..Its one year since I started work...
Happy one year anniversary!!!!
Many things have changed in this one year...
1) I am single now..
2) I dun stay in AMK anymore..
3) I dun bear any hopes that I can go to Aust and study anymore..
4) But I have more friends...Friends that truly care...u!!!
Last night, I left work at around 11pm..its the lastest thus far since i started work...and I hope that it will be the lastest even until the very day I leave. Luckily, there was nice people staying around to chat with me, and I watched TV in between the times when I had nothing to do. At 10.30pm, I even comtemplated to sleep in the lab, I was so tired and confused that i felt like crying in front of the monitor...But in the end, I still decided to go home. Aloy, Thad and Lewis all offered to drive me home, if they had a car...but they did not..haha..its ok..its the thoughts that count!! =) Junfeng was nice too, even though he did not offer to drive me home, he waited for me online...haha..when i went home, i still saw him online..haha..he was really waiting for me..I really dunno if he is "ting hua" or stoopid..haha..anyway..it was nice of you to accompany me until i wanted to sleep. And for that, you shall get ya
birthday present!! And the mice is still part of the present wor...
Junfeng and I chatted about many things, some pretty lame stuff really..like what his favourite cartoon character was...I shall not say for now...You guys (who know Junfeng) can guess!! Do it in the tagboard!! Its really hilarious..the right winner shall be crowned "The Ultimate Genius" by me..haha...We also talked about gals..about how guys like gals that needed to be protected..Amongst us, I think BL and SL are really gals that guys would fall in love with, because they seem so fragile that every men wants to take care of them, no offence gals, but I envy you..HowI wish men would wanna protect me too...but I guess I am just too head-strong...or perhaps my looks already scared them off?? haha...maybe I should start covering my mouth with a flowery handkerchief when I laugh, instead of throwing my head back and clapping my lap..haha..sometimes, it feels like a an orang utan...
My project has not been going well, at least for today...that means i will have to repeat it again..Was helping Prof Urs look for another LO to replace me when i go, so i seeked Dr Forday's help. In one day, there is already 15 replies, and its still counting...that proves that there are really many people out there in need of a job...haha...
Oh, and yes...to correct what i said yesterday...
I would stay single
a longer time...
not all my life...
These attention and love I am getting from friends are overwhelming...but I dun think they will shower me with love forever, cos once they find someone themselves, they wun care about me anymore le...
**weep weep**At least thats what I think...
So in the meantime..I still wanna wait for my "white horse prince".
It feels good to be able to openly flirt again...to know that there is someone who appreciates you and would stay up late just to talk to you...
It feels good when someone msgs you a sweet-lil-nothing and make you blush just by staring at the msg...
Buuuuuuuut....its always like this when you are single...and only when you are single..
And when you are attached...everything becomes ashes..
All the promises made to you becomes dirt...and you become dirt...
I don't like that...Really really don't...
I hate empty promises...
Maybe thats y I am scared to commit...
Being woo-ed is better than woo-ed already...
I dun wanna be a past tense...
I wanna be the future tense...
|6:12 PM|
