Saturday, June 11, 2005
Loving every minute of my life now...
I am beginning to love my life and myself more and more..
If you notice, you would realise that I dun say that my life sux anymore!!
Even though I still can't sleep,
(I also dunno y)I am happy often.
Many things make me happy...
The details, I will keep them to myself...
The joy and smiles I derived from this little things are giving me hope again...
Yesterday was the first night in a long long time I laid on my bed at 10pm...
I was about to fall asleep when Lewis called and said he was at my doorstep...
I wondered what he wanted and when I opened the door,
He came with a cream, for my fingers...
Lewis, I know you still read my blog and I wanna tell you this:
"It was nice of you really..to come all the way to give me the cream..but its really difficult for me to love you again, or even another guy..You will be a friend to me from now on, whether or not you want it..!! But I really appreciate all the care you are still going to continue to give me..If one day it ever stops, I will know you have moved on..and that..its my ultimate wish for you.." And as I am fell asleep again, a horny vampire (he told me not to mention his name) called me and woke me up..and then I can't sleep again..because I am starting to enjoy talking to him..
And this morning, SL msged me at 8+ in the morning!!! Oh my!! Haha..after that, I drifted in and out of dreamland..having weird dreams all the way till 10...b4 i had to wake up to give tuition again...ARgH!!!
Going for midnight shopping at Suntec with my cousin Linghui, and the gals...hope it will be a fruitful one!!!
Yipppeee...
Life rocks!!!
|2:50 PM|
