Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I think I have forgiven him...
I was upset by the conversation...upset that he actually meant that I am
cheap...
Upset that he called me in the middle of the night and suspected that I was sleeping at someone else's home....
By posting the conversation on the blog...
I do not mean to advertise that I have an ex-boyfren who calls me
cheap...
But to remember that he actually said such hurting, nasty words on that one fateful day...
And next time,
When I read back my blog...
I will be reminded again..
And will probably hate him..
Or maybe just smile...
a triumphant one...*hopefully*I called people up and vented my anger..
Junfeng incessantly repeated in between my rants: "Bu Yao Guan Ta!! Bu Yao Guan Ta Lor!! Bu Yao Guan Ta Lah!!"
(Dun care abt him - I cant type chinese) =(I got pissed and hung up his phone...
"Is that his best shot??" I thought as I slammed my Samsung...
But later, he added by sms :
"I dun really talk well...but I want you to know that no matter what happened, I'll be there for you!! =) "I was touched...So thats wat "Bu Yao Guan Ta" meant...Fiona said : "Maybe you should stop contacting him for a long time"
I can't..He has been in my life for nearly 3 yrs..his opinions matters!!Lewis called this morning:
"I am sorry about last night!"I am softened...And managed "Ok..byebye!!"
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